NICOLE
When Sebastian calls me letting me know that he's downstairs, I enter panic mode.
Throughout all of yesterday, I was telling myself that I would be able to explain to him everything that happened to me, but now that our meeting is so close to happening, I'm not so sure I can get through the facts.
What was I thinking when I agreed to all this?
Before heading out the door, I glance at my reflection in the mirror of the bathroom one more time to ensure that I don't look as tired as I feel. Newsflash: I do. There's no way that I'll be able to disguise all the trauma I endured during these last few days.
Sebastian is already here, though, so I don't have a choice.
I meet him downstairs and try to keep a smile on my face. His eyes search mine, and concern is etched on his feat
