When I found out that I was pregnant, the first thing I asked my doctor was to help me get an abortion. That was not possible since abortion was illegal and the doctor categorically refused to help me in any way. I never quite understood the logic behind it? Why on earth should someone else decide for my fate and that of an unwanted child? What kind of life that child would have when even the mother did not want it in the first place? The father in this case was a murdering psychotic that killed his own mother and the night he impregnated me bit me up to a pulp! Why on earth should someone else, who would not have any part in raising that child, tell me that I was under the obligation to have it even if I did not want it? I tried some shady illegal ways to get the abortion but those ways c
