Princess to Prisoner

The drive home from the wedding felt like forever. Antonio was driving. He had to have been going over 100 mph. Auntie and I were ordered to lay down in the back seat. Incase there were anymore shooters out there. I was so scared. I don't even understand whats happening. When we finally made it home we were escorted into the house by like 20 guards. We sat in the living. No one has said a word about it. It was all I could think about. Missy can't really be gone. She has been the best friend I have ever had. I know I didn't know her very long, but I could tell her anything, and everything. I didn't have any siblings. It was my mom and Me. My dad passed when I was a baby but no one really talks about it. They told me it was a car accident. My mother passed when I was 18, 6 years ago. My mom was Aunt Anna's sister. So Jax and I spent a lot of time together growing up. We are super close. I still felt closer with Missy after everything we have been through together. Now shes gone and I will never see her again. "Auntie, what are we going to do?" I cried. "I don't know sweetheart. They will be bringing her body in, in a few moments. Why don't you and Antonio go to your room. I don't want you to see her like this." She said. She is right. I couldn't see her like that. Not at all. "O. K." Taking in deep breaths because I have been crying so much. Antonio wrapped his arm around me as we headed upstairs to my room. I walked towards Missy's room. I had to walk past it to get to mine. I hide my face in Antonio, and he rubs the side of it. Trying to calm me down. I couldn't even look at her room. Antonio opens the door to my room and leads me to my bed. We sit down and he just holds me as I can't stop crying. "Why would anyone want to hurt Missy? She was always so nice and sweet." "I don't know sweetie, but I'm sure Jax and Your unlce will update soon." "Oh my God, Jax! Hes going to be so heart broken! He lost his wife, and another baby! Hhhh how do I even talk to him? What do I say?" I cry even harder. As if it was even possible. Holding me even closer he rocks me and rubs my head. "shhhh. You will find the words when it's time, for now all we can do is wait." Kissing me on the top of my head. I'm sure he is scared too. He just doesn't show it. I'm glad he is with me. I don't think I could have done this without him. We laid in bed and just waited for Jax to come home. I didn't want to talk about it anymore. I wanted so bad to drink, or smoke a joint. But I can't even do that. I must have cried myself to sleep. The next thing I know I wake up to a loud bang. Both Antonio and I just up instantly. "What the f**k was that!" I scream. "I don't know, you stay here. I'll go check it out" He demanded. Gets up, he pulls a handgun out of the drawer. Slowly peaking his head out of the door. He looks both ways making sure no one was there, and walks out. Locking the door behind him. I get out of bed and hide in my closet. It has a lock on it. Sitting in the dark not knowing whats happening. I can't stop wondering what happened with my life. It was never like this before I was taken. Nothing bad ever happened. Now I feel like a prisoner. I have been one since the day Sam showed up. Is this how Missy felt? It really explains why she tried to take her own life before. Except I have a dead man holding me prisoner. She had to face hers everyday.