I was already conscious, but my eyes were closed. No, it was more like I couldn't open my eyes. I felt my body swaying from something cold around me. I can't figure out what it is, but it somehow tells me that I should be worried about nothing. I tried to move my body, but it was heavy. I can't find the strength even to move my fingers. They feel light, but I can't move them. It felt like I was floating into the void, unaware of which direction I was facing. I tried to feel the surrounding around me, but with my eyes being blinded, I felt like I was in the middle of a vast nothingness with deep darkness around me. It terrifies me. The silence and inability to sense, feel, hear or see anything frightens me to death. I was conscious despite being unconscious. I desperately tried to move my

