Untamed Desire (Filipino)

She woke up in her bed ng makaramdam siya ng pagka-uhaw. It was already 11:30 pm. She walk towards the door. Pumunta siya sa kusina para kumuha ng tubig. She reach the cupboard and get a glass and open the fridge. She pour water within the glass when her brother -in- law came. He was just in his boxer short. She can't help but to admire his sexy gorgeous body. Bigla na lang nag-init ang kanyang pakiramdam. Desiring her own brother -in-law is wrong but she can't help it. He was her sister's husband for Pete's sake. Iyon ang paulit-ulit niyang isinasampal sa mukha niya.  "Hey, why are you still awake?" ,he said. He open the fridge and get a can of beer. He open it and drink. "I feel thirsty ...so I went here to get some water. ",she said while pointing in her glass.  She continue drinking. Ramdam niya pa din ang init ng kanyang katawan. Mali ito, ani niya sa sarili. Ang pagnasahan ito ay talagang mali hindi lang sa mga mata ng ibang tao kundi pati na rin sa mata ng Diyos. When she was done. Agad na nagpaalam siya rito at dali-daling babalik na sana siya sa kanyang kwarto ng tawagin siya nito.  "Wait! ",he called her while putting down his beer on the table. Huminto siya at muling tumingin dito. She saw a glimpse of lust in his eyes. Namamalik mata lang ata siya ani niyang muli sa sarili. Bakit pa siya pagnanasahan nito kung may asawa na ito. Ano bang kagagahan ang iniisip mo? aniya sa sarili. Binigyan niya ang sarili ng isang kurot sa tagiliran ng mahimasmasan naman siya sa kalokohang naiisip niya.  "Why?", she asked. Titig na titig ito sa kanya. She bite her lips. Para bang sinusuri siya nito. Lumapit ito sa kanya. He's gaze feels like a lazer pierce through her body. He is examining her and she knows it. "You know what you are pretty and a sexy. Why don't you have any boyfriend until now? ", he asked while looking at her intently. Lumapit pa ito lalo sa kanya at huminto ito mismo sa kanyang harapan. They're both literally an inch close to each other. He's tall. Halos hanggang baba lang siya nito kaya kinakailangan pang tumingala pa siya para lang magkapantay ang kanilang mga mukha. She gasped when she smell his minty breath with a twist of the beer that he drink earlier. It feels shiver down her spine. "I'm happy of what I have now. I don't need any of them. ", aniya. Pero taliwas ito sa sinisigaw ng kaloob-looban niya. That's ridiculous! You don't need a boyfriend but you actually having some s****l desire with someone who's already DAMN married, her inner her shouting. "Really?", anito na para bang hindi kuntento sa mga sinabi niya. Pumunta ito sa kanyang likuran. Her heart beat fast like a car being chase because of over speeding. Ramdam na ramdam niya ito mula sa kanyang likuran mula sa paghinga at init ng katawan nito. Hindi niya napigilang mapasinghap ng maramdaman niya ang paghinga nito mula sa kanyang batok. "I know you want me." She gasped again of what he said. Yes, she want him but she knows that it was wrong. To feel such a desire to her own brother -in-law is a sin. Having a desire towards someone like him. Alam niya na mali iyon kaya't pilit niyang pinipigilan kung ano man ang kanyang nararamdaman. She composed herself. Hinarap niya ito ng buong tapang at winaksi ang kung ano mang nasa isip niya. She look at him in the eyes. She didn’t let her guard down as she saw his beautiful eyes. She spoke. “Even if I STILL want you, we can’t be together because it is wrong. FORBIDDEN that’s what it is.” She said then walk away. She let a bitter tear escape her eye as she smile bitterly.