Love of Tommorow

Kim "I guess I should remind you that you belong to me." He had an irritated look on his face, he shoved me against the wall, and grabbed my wrists. I wanted to push him away but I couldn't. He was really close that I could feel his hot breath fanning against the shell of my ear. "Tine....No" He smelled my neck and hair and he leaned back and stared at my lips hungrily.....his lips crashed against mine while one of his hands moved from locking my wrist to feel me under my shirt. My mind went blank, I let him do everything he want. His hands moved down to grab the hem of my pants, He slowly pulled it down..... NO NO NO This shouldn't be happening' I quenched my eyes not wanting the things to happen CUT!CUT!CUT! "What's wrong with your expression Kim....Tine, Try to be more aggressive and as of Kim..... what's wrong with you, huh" The director, Mr Pete, spoke through the mic "Let's do it one more time....3..2....1....And action" "I guess, I should remind you that you are mine..." He shoved me against the wall making a loud thud, He grabbed my wrists and stared at my lips "Tine...no it hurts..." His breath fanning against my lips...Our lips crashed against each other.."Tine slip you hands into Kim's shirt..."His hands moved from locking my wrist to feel me under my shirt. "That's good....Kim you try to push him away" I acted like I want to push him away but I couldn't. His hands moved down to grab the hem of my pants I shook my head "CUT!" "This is almost r**e Mister Pete, How can this be a romantic scene ,huh?" "What-?" mr.pete asked confused."Yeah, you see this guy(I pointed towards myself) is being kissed forcefully by that guy(I pointed towards my co actor)" I said making the whole set silent. "Kim...Just do what I told you to, I don't want to hear any other explanation and please don't ask too many questions okay... In the series characters are in love, so it's okay" Pete broke the silence. NO it's not! I shook my head in denial and continued with the shits they told me to do ..................................................................................................................... 2 weeks earlier "Do you think this is sexy miss tiffany, hell nah. This is called s****l harassment, I'll never act in these type of movies." The brunette in front of me sighed. "Kim, please. I've already spoke to the director about this, we have to do this" I shook my head in disapproval "kim, you are getting so famous from your last movie and do you know how much our sales went up" "I don't care" she broke my sentence by yelling "but our company does kim"I nodded smiling awkwardly. "mm, How bout this, you act in this movie and for the next movie I let choose the adjustments" "but-" "no buts, I know you were going to turn me down, but hey it's because of you that our company has come this far, If you act in this series it will a great success for you and the company. Think about it, hmm" she said in a pleading knowing I cant resist them. I sighed "fine....fine but give me some days off, it's been so long since I had a good sleep" "okay....Thanks Kim" ...................................................................................................................... My peaceful sleep got disturbed by the annoying sound from my phone. I really hate it when people call me when I sleep. I ignored them at first but the constant ringing made me lose my patience, I didn't care to look at the caller Id. "Yes..." my voice came harsh than I expected and it is hoarse as I just woke up from my nap. "kim..." I hummed as I realized it was loui, my friend. "Why do you always call me when I'm asleep" "dude... I'm sorry okay..." "huh, I.....you...hmm..can you help me on something" He completed his sentence. "f**k off...." "kim...it's serious..." I let out a short breathy laugh "hmm, okay okay ,meet me at my apartment" "Thanks ki-"I threw my phone somewhere and I began to continue my nap.. RYAN I wake up to the sound of loud giggles from the downstairs, Guess mom and dad brought someone to boast up again. Like how you'll feel when you parents always bring someone just to show how beautifully they raised you. I took a long warm shower to replace the warmth I lacking emotionally, I blow dried my black hair and brushed through it. I wore a skinny jean and a band shirt, I took a deep breath to go downstairs, it isn't a easy task. "Ryan...come here and give Mrs. Jeon your greetings" my mom spoke once I entered the room, I put on my perfect fake smile like I always do and how they want me to and bowed to them. "He looks so handsome...Mrs. Risa "The person whom I just greeted said making me smile awkwardly. I know I'm handsome but hearing this is awkward. "He's studying medicine and will soon take over the hospital.." my mom proudly said. "That's great..." "But I don't wanna do it..." I blurted out without thinking twice. oh s**t- . "What?" my dad spoke for the first time. "I want to be a writer..." I spoke looking straight into my fathers eyes...My father shook his head in disappointment. "writer?" he said sarcastically. So what's wrong with being a writer. It already took a lot of courage to confess, them declining it made all the inner emotions which I bottled up till now rush together with force, I felt my throat closing up, A single tear rolled down my cheek, I wiped them with my sleeves. Mrs. Jeon who was watching all these drama till now cleared her throat before informing her leave. "I deeply apologize for my son's behavior mrs jeon...I don't know what's with him today" my mom spoke making me grit my teeth. "No please don't be, clear the misunderstanding with your son mrs. risa" she said her words before leaving. As soon as she left my mom's face got furious. "Where did you learn to behave like that Ryan" My head hung low, I couldn't stop chewing my lips, I felt dark, being helpless urged to need to stand for my self. "And what's with the medical school.. You'll complete it take over the hospital and that's the final" my mom spoke "but...but....I really wanna be a writer..."My voice became inaudible at the end "No, You ain't doing that.." my dad spoke again after a long time. I had my eyes down, I couldn't look at her face. I hate it to admit but I can't deny that I was coward, A cowards who couldn't speak a single words against them, a cowards who put up with them for years saying nothing about his feelings now It's making me sick, I can't put up with this anymore, It's either a do or a die! "You done everything your way till now, and it's still not enough.. " I raised my voice, Looking directly at my mom's eyes, she was shocked by my sudden outburst. "huh, what. You think I did all for fun? It was all for your sake-" My mom spoke "for my sake...You did all these things for my sake, huh...what the actual f**k" I spoke against my mom, damn...I've thought I could never do that. "RYAN! DON'T SPEAK LIKE THAT TO YOUR MOTHER" My father yelled "We didn't spend loads of money on you just to sit in a room writing stories all day... What will my colleague's think if they see you doing this,huh" so it was just to show them off, I wasn't their priority from the start, I feel miserable right now, I felt a little squeeze in my chest, WORDS DO HURT "Does investing money make you a good parent? How does raising your child just to show them off make you a good parent huh Medical school was what you wanted, not what I wanted... But I still studied just because I don't want to disappoint you...but-" I yelled with tears in my eyes. "I did everything you said can't you leave me be me at least once..."I swallowed my tears before speaking again "You know what! I'm leaving, I don't want to be your son anymore..." Its hurts to let out these words but you know sometimes it's best to let go the things than holding them to get nothing but pain. "If you feel that frustrated and resentful just leave..." My dad blurted out clearly being annoyed. I nodded and turned back, "What-No, Rayn listen to me-"Mom grabbed my hands My mom tried to stop me but I know it's too late... I released my hand from my grip and went to my room to pack the things.Me and my f****d up life. ................................................................................................................................................................ I stood in the middle of street having no where to go, I grabbed my phone and called my only hope at this moment. "what's up bro, It's been months since you last called me, I thought you're already dead" Loui stated to blurt some nonsense like he usually do. "Loui...I need you help" I sniffed. "send me you location, I coming for you...' KIM "No!" I said in a monotonous voice, taking a sip of my coffee making the man in front of me give a loud sigh. "I haven't even finished my sentence-" "You think I can't guess what you're bout to say, Loui" Please Kim! Just help me this once. Can Max stay here for a month? 3 weeks? No 30 days? "No, No matter how many days the answer is still no" "Please...It's not that I want to disturb you but I'm out of options" "What about your home?" "at first, I was going to do that but my house in so small...Please Kim, You're the only one who can help." "But loui, I don't know him, how can I let him live here, I don't trust strangers, You know better" "I understand that it's too soon to trust him but hey listen he is one of the awesome souls I've ever met. I promise he'll never do any wrong" "Please Kim..." Loui pleaded with a pout. I thought for a second before answering.. "Mmm, mmm, okay but just for a month okay. Not a day longer than that..." "Thanks Kim...you are the best friend I could ever get.." loui hugged me and yelled at a high pitched voice damn my ears hurt. I tried to get out of Loui's hold but failed. "Max...am I right?" I asked the man who stood in the corner witnessing everything that has been happening here. He shook his head. "Ryan..." he corrected. "That is your room.." I pointed towards a room and the guy nodded before thanking me in a small voice. Once the guy walked into his new room I spoke. "Loui, you better find a room soon..." Loui nodded with a toothy grin still hugging me. "Now,Let me go" Kim said before releasing myself from Loui's hold.