62 Even though I wasn’t technically with Kieran, and even though we’ve broken up before, this feels a whole lot worse. Before, I was prepared. It was my decision. It was mostly amicable, too. This is completely different. This time, I feel betrayed. I feel victimised. How could Kieran say that he doesn’t believe me, that I’m making it all up? How could he even consider that as a possibility? He helped me track Toby Sheridan down. He knows he exists. He, of all people, should be the one who’s there to support me. But, instead, he goes and throws it all away. I’ve only been home a couple of minutes when my phone rings. My first instinct is it’s Kieran calling me back to apologise, but I know in my heart of hearts that’s not going to happen. I look at the screen. It’s Darryl. Great. So Kie

