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The rest of the day passed in a haze, and I felt exhausted by the end of it. Mentally more than physically. Sleep helped to clear my head a little, and I woke up this morning trying to figure out the ramifications of what it meant for me that Toby Sheridan has clearly done this to other people before.
Does it make me feel any better? No, of course not. If anything, it scares me a little. This isn’t just someone messing about — the guy does this regularly. But, at the same time, the possibility remains that he could lose interest in me the same as he did with the other girl and move on to someone else. Of course, that doesn’t help either — no-one should have to go through what I’ve been through — but my main priority right now has to be to keep him well away from me and to hope for an
