His Feelings and Thoughts

Chapter 4: Dreaming and Loved, Being Disturbed by Someone's Attention

As they walk straight to Harold's uncle's house, Harold noticed that Heinrich is daydreaming again, he pulls Heinrich to avoid collision in the street, sometimes scary in the street at night, many vehicles out there in Hamburg and carelessly ran over the people especially drunk people from the small inn.

After they coming at his uncle's house. The servant serve them a appetizing dinner, smells delicious even the Kaiser can eat this, while they eating their dinner, Harold noticed that Heinrich eating like a lover boy who wants a attention to the young women, Harold looking at Heinrich weirder than before, he also thinks that Heinrich dreaming about having a relationship.

After they eat their dinner, they immediately approached at the small room for a guest like Heinrich. They start to having conversation, while Heinrich sitting after he took a book from the bookshelf and Harold told his uncle's servant to place some pillows and sheets that Heinrich can sleep there.

"As I notice about you during class, you keep smiling while class hours, what is your mind, Heinrich? Tell me..." Harold asks worried as he notice that his friend that may lead to insane but Heinrich having little smile and tapping at Harold's hands.

"In my mind, a young woman named Danica as I heard from her friends. Is it bad?" Heinrich still smiling at worried Harold starts leaning in the chair that he sat while talking.

"It is very weird that you smile whole class hours, didn't you ashame?" Harold asks again while Heinrich raise his leg topped on his another leg, "Sometimes, you must control your expression before they calling you weird young boy.", Harold added as a guide and lesson to Heinrich as he still listen about the person's feeling and happen before they have big problems that would be stuck on their heads.

"I'm still hoping..." Heinrich's face went blushed while thinking and imagine that young woman is his wife that she supports him when it comes to effort. "I'm still hoping that young woman who dressed like a doll, she is also very faired skinned, comes into pink dress and wavy black hair." Heinrich tried to describes Danica while Harold still looking at him with a normal expression.

"May I have a favor?" Heinrich suddenly asked Harold. "What is it? About Danica?" Harold filing a question to Heinrich while he return the books in the bookshelf. "Yeah, can you asked her about me, I'm too shy to meet her... Bitte..." Heinrich thinks that Harold is a brave young man to meet his future wife, that's why he need a favor to Harold to face the woman that he dream for. "OK, since we are friends, I will do it if I can for you, Heinrich." Harold said while he put some blanket to Heinrich who fell asleep while talking. "Gute Nacht, mein freund..." Heinrich suddenly closes his eyes and now sleeping while Harold leaving the guest bedroom to avoid distraction and sleeping in his bedroom to gain strength to escaping fatigue from the terror.

Next day, Harold wake up in early morning, he eat his breakfast, hot bread from the oven with a little slice of butter that seams beautiful looking and satisfying when melt, he drinks his favorite coffee with a nice and yummy milk when mixing together, after he eat, he immediately bath in a nice and warm water, he clothed like a lawyer that actually student due to his formal attire. After he prepared before proceed to their school, he came first the guest bedroom, he saw that Heinrich still in the bed where messy hair over his face, his body out of blanket, one pillow topped on his belly. Last night that Heinrich also asked Harold to wake up himself instead of being waked up like a alarm clock. "It looks like that Heinrich having a nice dream..." then Harold leaves Heinrich in that room, he told his uncle's servant to prepare some delicious meal for Heinrich when he wake up by himself.

Harold immediately go to their university, and he saw Danica who walked at his front, a doubtful smile that he quickly near at her, with a fearful chills after she was been encountered by a stranger. "Guten Tag, Dame. Ich bin Harold Gösberge" Harold greets Danica with a calm, pleasant, and put with respect. He told Danica that she not fear first while she face Harold while telling something to her. "OK, what are you doing in my front?" Danica said while calming to face to Harold. "Did you know Karl Heinrich Scoleva?" Harold asks Danica, she confused and she is not familiar the names of the students who attending the university where Harold studied there.

"It seems you are not familiar, he is-" Harold quickly running away from Danica after he was been shouted by Danica's friend named Augustus Gravine, "Hey, you bastard! Go away from her or I will hurt you." Augustus said while he holds the stick from the tree branch, with his cousin Lawrence Margate with a curious face while they visit the place where Danica standing there near the café.

"Who is that bastard? He is planning to hurt you, Danica?!" Augustus madly asks Danica with a desperate face and staring at the path where Harold crossing at the street, "His name is Harold Gösberge..." Danica tried to say that name with a minimum voice like whispering to her friends' ears, while Lawrence surprisely hearing about that name and saying "Harold? Oh, I heard that name. He is my companion while boarding in the yacht last December." while Lawrence tapping on Danica's right shoulder "You should not fear to face him, he is such a good man. Even he respects our female companion. And then, he shows me some papers where his academic results, I'm surprised that he is a genius student in their university." Lawrence added and looks like he tell the personal details about Harold while to Danica, while Augustus feels like he is uncomfortable and his ears start to smoking due to being heat headed, then Lawrence noticed that Augustus didn't calm enough, he ran to the nearest fountain to get some glass of water and immediately going to Augustus to pour his head with a water. "Lawrence, you think that I get wet because I didn't calm about Danica?? I hate that guy and then you calm me? Are you serious Lawrence?? Are you a bastard too? What if the incident happened to Danica, I WILL BLAME YOU AND THAT HAROLD!!" Augustus continously mad after he get wet by his cousin, looks like a fighting competition due to his verbal. They would get a fight but Danica blocks them "We are going to school immediately instead of this." Danica said while she pulls Lawrence's arm while Augustus follows them to stare at them with a temperate expression while proceed at their school.