SAJDA

SUKOON

*"SAJDA" Chapter 4: SUKOON*

Ab aankh num ho gi

Us din ke baad zindagi badal nahi gayi.

Nokri abhi bhi nahi thi. Paise abhi bhi kam thay. Ammi ki dawa abhi bhi mehngi thi.

Par main badal gaya tha.

Pehle masla aata tha to aasmaan ki taraf dekhta tha: _"Ab kya?"_

Ab masla aata hai to jaye-namaz ki taraf dekhta hun: _"Shukar hai tu hai."_

Farq sirf itna hai. Par ye farq zameen aasmaan ka hai.

Ek din shaam ko ghar aya. Thaka hua. Poora din kaam dhoondta raha. Kuch nahi mila.

Andar aya to dekha ammi bister pe leti hain. Khans rahi hain. Dawai ka patta khali para hai.

Pehle hota to main dewaar pe mukka maar deta. Cheekh parta. "Ya Allah ab kya bacha hai?"

Par aaj main muskuraya.

Wazu kiya. 2 rakat nafil parhi. Sajday mein gaya.

Aur kaha:

_"Tu ne abba ko bula liya, shukar hai ammi abhi hain."_

_"Nokri nahi di, shukar hai haath saabit hain."_

_"Paise nahi diye, shukar hai izzat se jee raha hun."_

Matha uthaya to ammi jaag rahi thi. Mujhe dekh rahi thi.

Boli: _"Beta, tu badal gaya hai."_

Main ne kaha: _"Ammi, main nahi badla. Meri nazar badal gayi hai."_

_"Pehle main andheray mein chirag dhoondta tha. Ab samajh aya... andhera hi nahi tha. Main ne aankhain band ki hui thi."_

Us raat main ne ammi ka sir god mein rakha. Baal sehlaye. Jaise wo bachpan mein mera sehlati thi.

Ammi so gayi. Sakoon se. Mahino baad.

Main jaagta raha. Sochta raha.

Allah naraz nahi hota.

Hum naraz ho jatay hain.

Wo 70 maaon se zyada mohabbat karta hai. Maa bacha girta hai to daantti nahi, uthaa leti hai.

Wo bhi gira huay ko uthaa leta hai. Bas humein haath barhana parta hai.

Main ne 10 saal haath nahi barhaya. Peeth kar ke khara raha.

Jis din haath barhaya... us ne thaam liya.

Agli suba utha to phone baja.

Ek puranay dost ki call thi. "Kaam hai, aaj se aa ja."

Main ne phone rakha. Aasmaan ko dekha.

Aur bas ek lafz nikla:

*"Alhamdulillah."*

Na shikwa raha. Na gila raha.

Bas sukoon reh gaya.

Kyunki ab samajh aa gaya tha...

*Sajda jhuknay ka naam nahi.*

*Sajda maan janay ka naam hai.*

*Ke jo ho raha hai... behtar ho raha hai.*

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*KHATAM* ✅🤲

*"SAJDA" Mukammal* 👑