Chapter 1 The Break Room Door
The coffee in the break room was always burnt by ten in the morning, but I still walked over there every day at ten, because if I didn't get up from my desk, I would stare at the same spreadsheet until my eyes dried out. That Monday, I had a choice between burnt coffee and a migraine. I picked the coffee.
I was three steps from the door when I heard my name.
"Laurel Vance is the quiet type," someone said. It was Priya from accounts receivable, the woman who sent me birthday cards and never once said a word to my face about anything personal. "You never know with the quiet ones."
"She always keeps to herself," said Marcus from client support. "Talks to nobody. Nobody."
"And now ten thousand in receipts missing," Priya said. "Funny how that works."
I stopped walking. My hand was still on the door handle. I could have walked in. I should have walked in, grabbed my coffee, and walked back to my desk like I hadn't heard anything. That's what professional people do. That's what I had done for eleven years at Halloran and Pike, through three reorgs and two bosses and one company-wide layoff that took half my floor. I was the one who stayed. I was the one who kept her head down.
"She said she wouldn't hold them," said the third voice. Casey. Casey with the pink lanyard and the obsession with other people's desks. "Casey told me she said no."
"She said no because she had nowhere to put them," Marcus said. "Because she already had a plan."
I pushed the door open.
The break room went silent. The three of them were standing around the coffee machine like they had been caught doing something, which they had. Priya had her cup halfway to her mouth. Marcus had his arms crossed. Casey was staring at the floor, at the grout between the tiles, anywhere but at me.
"Laurel," Priya said. "Good morning."
"Morning," I said.
I walked past them to the coffee pot. My hand was steady. I poured a cup. The silence stretched and cracked.
"We were just talking about the receipt thing," Marcus said, because he was the kind of person who needed to make a bad situation worse in order to feel like he was being honest. "You know. The missing receipts."
"Ellery's receipts," I said.
"Ellery's receipts," Priya agreed. "Ten thousand dollars' worth. The whole submission for the Marino account. She's been crying all weekend."
That was the first time I heard the number out loud. Ten thousand. It sounded like a lot until you remembered what it actually was: a pile of paper. Receipts for client dinners, hotel rooms, a car service, a conference in Savannah that I personally had booked the flights for. Ellery Park had been the intern on the Marino account for six months. She was twenty-three. She was brilliant with clients and terrible with paperwork, and in April she had asked me to hold onto her receipts for her while she moved apartments, and I had said no.
That was it. That was the whole crime.
"I have to get back," I said.
I took my cup and walked out. Nobody apologized. Nobody apologized because they didn't think they had done anything wrong. They had been discussing a suspected theft. That's what people do. That's what the office is for.
I sat down at my desk. My monitor was still asleep. I turned it on and watched the login screen bloom into light, and I thought about how a rumor works, how it moves faster than any document, how you can't unsend it because it was never sent.
At 10:40, my phone buzzed.
Ellery Park: hey laurel, do you have a second?
I looked at the message for a long moment. Then I typed back.
Laurel: I do.
Ellery Park: can you come to the small conference room? i don't want to do this in the open
I didn't answer right away. Outside my window, the San Marino hills were brown with summer. The parking lot shimmered. Somewhere on the fourth floor, the HVAC groaned like a ship.
Laurel: I'll be there in five.
I closed my laptop. I picked up my water bottle. And I walked to the small conference room at the end of the hall, the one with the frosted glass, the one where they took people when they were being fired.