Chapter 5
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Chapter Five
Ariah's POV
I was laying breathlessly next to him in bed. I had made love many times before. But not like this. I snuggled up to his side. Resting my head on his shoulder.
Sure, the first time in books was always the most amazing thing ever. But in real life it is always awkward. And usure of everything. But not now. Not with all these amazing feelings coming through me for James.
Now this round of making love with him, I could not describe it if I wanted to write my own romantic novel. I had yet to admit these strong feelings to myself much less to James.
We were growing so close. Needing each other's spirit. Craving one another's body. I craved him so badly during the week. I loved spending the night in his bed.
Resting my head on his pillows. Feeling his sheets cover my body. Letting his figure shadow beside my own. Making me crave him with each encounter I endured with James. Knowing how deep I was getting myself into. Not knowing how or if we were on the same wave link here.
I had to know how he felt.
I kiss his bare sweating shoulder. He breaths in deeply with a smile on his handsome face. His hand rests on his chest.
His other hand lingers in my curly hair. He opens his lovely eyes to look into mine. I smile back at him. Not able to utter another word. Waiting to see what he was going to say next. To see what he was feeling.
♥☆♥
"Every time, I need more of you after having you" he admits to me. "every time"
"Exactly" I nod with agreement. "I think you bewitched my spirit Jimmy" I playfully tease.
"You can check my closet no altar with your photos in there to worship you" he chuckles.
"You are so bad" I giggle.
I sit up in bed. I light a cigarette. I hand him my pack. He sits up. He leans over turning on the fan to blow on us to cool us down a bit. I puff out a long drag. Feeling pleasure settle in my body.
I feel unashamed being n***d before him. He saw it all before. He was not ashamed to bare it all in front of me either. He was beautiful to admire. The silver screen did not hold a candle to how handsome he was in person.
I lean my head on his head board of his bed.
♥☆♥
"Spending the night?" he offers.
"If you want me" I agree.
He nods. "Of course, I do"
"Good. I was going to stay anyway" I tease.
He laughs.
"Next I get to stay at your place" he jokes.
"Why not" I nod with a yes.
I soon finish my smoke then put it out in his ash tray on his night stand.
"Got any pizza left or did you eat it Jim?" I tease.
"There is three pieces left on the kitchen counter" he tells me.
I grab his old green tattered robe that was far too big on me. Then modestly try to cover up. Then prance my way to his kitchen. He is playing some rock and roll on his radio in his room.
I place the last three pieces of pizza on a plate for us and grab some rootbeers in the fridge he had then head back into his room. I sit on the bed with him. We dig into the food.
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"Why does pizza seem to taste better cold?" he wonders as we eat. I giggle.
"I have no idea but you are right" I tell him.
"I have to actually work tomorrow. Working on a new movie. I have to test for a flick" he informs me.
"How exciting Jim!" I tell him.
"Yeah, I am sure to get a roll if I want it, but I love cars I would much rather get into races and tracks" he admits. "I have this thing for speeding in them. I love new cars. I get a car then I have to have a new one. I have enough cars" he explains. "It is a hobby I guess you could say"
"It is good to have hobbies" I remind him. "I like plants. Cooking. Reading books"
"Right" he says to me.
He glances over at the time.
It was nearly one am.
"I have to get in bed soon" he groans. "but I do not want to wake the next day. You will be gone. Then I have to figure out when I can see you again" he mutters softly.
"I promise I will see you as soon as I can" I promise as I lean in kissing him. "I feel that way to. I can't wait until the next time I can see you"
He smiles and closes his eyes as he kisses me once more.
"Say it James" I tell him.
I knew he wanted to bring up where we were at. It had been a month we had been together now. I still was not sure if I wanted to go public with us yet. I was not sure if fame was for me. And if they knew I was with him they all would know my name. They would know me.
No way to avoid it.
His eyes open to meet mine.
He shakes his head.
"No point, I know you are not there yet I do not ever want to pressure you" he tells me.
He was the sweetest man I ever knew.
I get up then dig something I had for him out of my pants I forgot to give him. A little box. It was a wrapped gift.
"What is this?" he asks me.
"Happy one month together James" I softly say. "open it"
"Now I am surprised" he chuckles.
He opens it. Inside was a pretty wrist watch. Gold one. I saved for a month for that. Just for him.
"Ariah!" he softly breaths out my name. I show him the engraving.
"When I am ready, I will be there, I will let you know" it read.
Happy tears come to him. I always said that when he asked where I was at here. He holds onto me. I hold onto him.
♥☆♥
"I did not get you anything this time" he worries. "we were not labeling us I thought" he jokes with me.
I pull back then smile at him. "I did not want to make you mad that I forgot, I know how men can be" I tease. We laugh at the same time.
"Well, I did get you dinner! It was pizza" he reminds me.
"Does not count" I laugh.
He kisses me. I feel his smile on my lips. I was scared to admit I fell in love deeply with James. Did he love me back?
Was he here with me? It felt like he was. I was scared to tell him first. I was scared of it all together. I so badly ached to admit I was madly deeply in love with him.
He had my heart. More than that. He was connected to my very soul.
A long tender kiss ends.
"What? What is it?" he breaths out as he brushed my hair out of my face.
I smile. Close my eyes. Wishing the words would easily come out from my heart to my lips for him.
He kisses my forehead.
"You better get in bed. It is getting late" is all I can answer.
He nods. We smile. I kiss him back. Then we lay beside one another. He pulls the covers up over our bodies as I rest my head on his shoulder. Ready for bed for the night. Soon he falls asleep. I glance over watching him slumber beside me.
I brush my fingertip on his handsome face.
"I love you Jimmy" I admit softly knowing he did not hear me as he slept peacefully.
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