BE MINE

" I loved you even when you didnh't have anything I stayed by your side through thick and thin yet I was not enough for you." tears rolled down her eyes no matter how many time she told herself not to cry the tears kept streaming down her delicate face. the man in front of her looked at her with guilty swelling in his eyes when she raise her head to look he turns different like he doesn't care and it hurts her the pain in her heart intensify. she wipes the tears from the back of her palm and c***k a smile that looked forced. " surely gone are the days I was in love with you gone are the days I had sleepless nights waiting for you but now I feel nothing." she opens the door and he moves to go out but he stopped. " what I did was wrong but think about the kids they wouldn't want to grow up without a father figure in their lives they are still small." she looks at him long enough before she push him gently out the door and closed it. She knew her kids have seen it all but his words made their way to her mind and stay. she knew she needed to know her kids opinion on this, getting married has erased itself in her brain. at this point she wish she had a mother to talk to. right now she only has her kids and her best friend to rely on.