You're Still The One

Prelude

"Ayoko na Anne nakakapagod ka "

I was stunned when I heared it words coming from him. Coming from the man I always dreamed to marry. The man who became my home. The man who gave everything to me to makes me happy as f****d.

"Masyado ka na Anne nakakasakal na pagod nako intindihin ka"

Looking to his eyes I saw the anger and tiredness. I don't know how to feel right now I thought he will be the one who will be strong for as but I was wrong.

"Why? Hindi mo na ba ko mahal ?"

puno ng sakit at lungkot kong sagot ngunit hindi siya sumagot at hindi rin ako sinulyapan habang papalayo sa akin . Papalayo sa lahat ng ala- ala namin.

I seeing my man right now walking away from me . Disappointment and hurt is what I'm feeling right now. I'm disappointed because he gave up easily like that not looking back what are the memories we shared for our years of relationship. Hurt because he dumped me like that just because he is tired and can't understand me anymore. I thought he will be the one who will be besides me in this time of pain but like what I have said I was wrong as f**k for letting my self depends on him.

I hate him for telling it to me. I also tired but I always choose to be by his side . I choose to fight with him than to turn my back . I almost gave up everything just for him. What a foolished love as f****d.

"Bakit ganun kadali sayo? Diom I hate you"

bulong ko saking sarili at hinayaan ang bawat pag agos ng luha sa akin mata.