Chris
I stare at the ceiling. The thirst is impossible even though I am not supposed to be hungry. But there’s something about her.
There’s something about Stella that makes me want to be close to her, to taste her…. Especially taste her. And I don’t even know if I like her. You don’t have to like someone to be hungry for their blood. It’s similar to the mate bond, James is just lucky to have a mate like Hannah.
I understand why he can't let himself be with her, but they are an entirely different matter. While Stella and I… no way in hell.
But it’s like an addiction and it’s so hard to stop once you’ve tried it. I close my eyes and clench my teeth. It’s borderline painful.
I can’t believe I let this happen. I totally messed up. I get up and keep thinking about how I screwed everyt
