ALARIC I tried to calm myself down after my niece fell back to sleep once again. After a few hours, I took a shower — a freezing one — in hopes that it would cool down my raging heart and mind with fire. I soaked my body in such low temperature, but even if my skin became numb, my insides are still boiling with anger. "f**k," I muttered as I closed my eyes. I can't count how many deep breaths I did for the past minutes, but even that is not helping in controlling my emotions. I feel that I was stuck in the middle of a volcano, and all I can feel is fire and madness. As I opened my eyes, I stared at the ceiling as my niece's words echoed in my mind once again. Even if that revelation made me angrier to the point that I want to kill someone, I need to go back and think of the possibili

