What you wish for

CHAPTER 6 Continue

Jake

I sat there and listened to Alice speak. And the more she told me about what happened the more the rage in me build to hurt Henry. How do I gain her trust? Make her see that I'm not my brother? After she finished talking, the pickle she had in her hand, now long forgotten. She sat and waited to see what I will do. When I remained seated, my bear ready to do whatever it took to protect her. "Does this make sense now?" Her words rang in my mind. I nodded. Angry that she didn't tell anyone about it. That she thinks it's fine. It wasn't. It would never be. The silence between the two of us was unnerving. She open and then closed her mouth. I reached over the table and took her hand in mine. I felt my bear wanting to do more. I wanted to do more with her... To her. Alice attempted to look away, her eyes tearing up. I squeezed her hand softly. "I'm not going anywhere." I told her in a gentle tone. "I want to get to know you." She shook her head. "You don't want me. You heard what Henry said" A low growl escaped my lips and Alice gasped. s**t, I needed to control my  beast. "I don't give a f**k what he said. He's never coming near you again." Alice blinked... Silence. She wasn't used to having this was she? Even more reasons to mate her. My bear told me. Not now. I told him. I let go of her hand emptiness running through me from loosing that connection. I walked around the table and held out my hand for her. "If you would let me Alice, I want to be the one to teach you, love you and remind you how beautiful you are" A tear rolled down her cheek and she wiped it away. She was contemplating it. Come on. Say you will. Please say you will. I scolded my beast. "Alright" Was all she said as she eventually took my hand and stood up. I pulled her into my arms and held her. Ours.

After breakfast and putting the dishes in the dishwasher and leftovers in the fridge, she wiped her hands on her jeans. "I have to be back at work tomorrow" She told me. "They would really fire me if I stayed away another day" I nodded understanding. "But I want to learn" I smiled at her. "Learn what exactly?" I wanted her to tell me what she wanted. Needed. That way I could make all her wishes come true. "Everything.... I didn't come to Darkness just because you know" I grinned. "Oh, I know. Your very interesting trunk in your bedroom says a lot." Alice blushed. And hell if it wasn't just the must pure thing I have ever seen. "You saw all of that?" She asked horrified. And I laughed. "It was hard not to. After I carried you to bed I had a look in it. Bondage, Shibari rope, a blind fold....a few vibrators." Her eyes widened. "I-I" She stuttered. I walked to her room and brought out the silk rope from her trunk. She chose the quality perfectly. "Where did you find this specific kind?" More blush, she bit her lip and looked away. "I had to order those. It was from the original company who does Shibari" That was hot. Alice wanting to be tied up despite her past. I could show her so many things. Could make her feel so good. I shifted the rope I held in both hands to just the one, and used my thumb to brush over her lips. Her eyes met mine, her breathing hitched and s****l tension started to build. Leaning in I kissed her. First a little hesitant, just like at Darkness Alice closed her eyes and gave into it. Her soft lips parted and I kissed her a little harder. f**k this woman would be the death of me just by her kisses. I brushed my hand over her shoulder, going lower over the t-shirt she was wearing. Her own hand went around my neck as a whisper of moan came from her. Reaching for the hand she had around my neck, i took her hand in mine. I was going to move slow, make sure she doesn't get frightened. I slipped my fingers through hers and brought it in between us. I broke the kiss, letting one of the points of the rope fall to the ground. It landed with a soft thud, panic in her eyes. I brought her hand that was in mine up to my lips. "I won't ever hurt you." I kissed it and she nodded instantly relaxing under me. "Shibari is a learned skill that can be used for mental stimulation and relaxation, both by the roper, usually called a rigger" I pointed our hands to me. "Thats me. And the person being tied up, the model or ‘bunny’ being you" I explained to her pointing her way. She rolled her eyes. "I know this already." I gave her a playful slap on the butt and she gasped. "Bad girl, I want to explain it so you understand what I'm about to do" She pouted and mouthed sorry.

"Now where was I?" I winked at her, trying to get her to fully give into the moment of having fun. "That you're the rigger and I'm the bunny?" slap I gave her ass a squeeze. The way she reacted to my touch and the way she twisted her tights a bit told me it turned her on. It sure as hell was a turn on for me. "Now this isn't Darkness, and I can't suspend you from this ceiling. Although I would have loved nothing more than to show you properly. So this will have to do" I could smell her excitement as i took both her hands into the hand of mine that held the rope. "Is this my first lesson?" She asked curiously.

I shook my head and laughed. "No Babe. But this is afterall what you wished for. She started to laugh as well, her hair fell ovet her face. She looked and sounded like a Goddess when she smiled and laughed. After her laugher subsided a bit her gaze fell to her hands in mine. Her fingers closing around the side of my palm, her breathing calm and steady. "Do you trust me?" The slow build up to what can happen, the anticipation of building trust. I was going to heal Alice. My bear agreed with me as I said this... No promised this. Alice looked up slowly and nodded. "I do" With consent given I slipped the rope through her hands the silence of the room making the ropes sound more audible.

"If it gets to much you will need a safe word" She blinked. "A actual safe word?" She sounded curious, yet didn't know why she needed one. "Yes, a safe word. When you feel you can't take it any more or the pressure gets to much you use that word and everything stops. I won't force you into something Alice. This is about you."

"But" I shook my head "No but. Butts are for sitting or being spanked and gripped after a good girl was being bratty." Again Alice rolled her eyes. Slap "What was that for?" She asked. "For rolling your eyes at me. That my dear is called in one form being a brat"

"Oh?" she lifted a brow. I nodded as response. "Yes.. Now... Safe word"