Till Sun Rises

When the brightness when it comes into view, and by the darkness when it covers it, I'm here trying to escape from reality. Cielo Deen Esiovarè, a girl who is far away but still so near. My mother moved into London with his husband which is my stepdad. My biological dad died when I was still in grade school. My Dad is my everything, he frequently bring me to our favourite private place that has an overwiew of the moon. There is no ending, there is no peace.The darkness is so close, and I'm still here hoping that perhaps my hero would comeback but Indeed, we surely belong to our God and to Him, we shall return.The darkness keeps its grip and my heart kept the grief, I tried to be so strong, I thought the hope would come but now, it's all gone and I have no choice but to suffer this pain alone. These obsatcles that I'm going through turned the table. I used to smile a lot despite of the hardships because I have someone who have my back. But just in a blink of an eye, everything turned into something that I wouldn't dare to grasp. Yet, there is something in me that I'm not aware of. My pain led me astray from the right way. In the end of every road, I'm here, trying to find a way that mayhap will soften my hardened heart.