Fire brewed through my veins however the only emotion I found myself feeling was fear. I was uneasy. The look on Brian's face was one look I had seen before. The night I left him alone for good. "NO. Just-No." My voice had cracked without my permission. "Baby I have to." His eyes lowered; sadness had taken over. He shoved the pistol against his head; his finger now hovering over the trigger. "NO! PLEASE!" I yelped. I could no longer fight the falling tears that trickled down my cheeks. "PLEASE!" He looked into my pleading eyes. He was confused. Kill him and have me or allow him to live and live without me. Either way, he will live without me. He will always live without me. I will never love him. Ever. However, I could not let him know that. "Brian? Listen to me." I struggled to look

