I'm going crazy. I shouldn't be thinking this right now, I mean come on, I put a stop to it for a reason. This is not healthy. I stared at myself in the mirror, admiring the finishing touches I added to my makeup. I ran my hands through my straightened hair, adjusting myself perfectly for today’s work day. Today, I woke up extra early to fix myself up. A part of me was telling myself that I just wanted to look nice. However another part of me wanted to look sexy for someone else's eyes. I walked back into my room and pulled my clothes from my closet. I slipped on my thigh-high stockings that latched onto my lace panties. I put on my matching black laced bra. I put on my black skirt with the high leg split, and a white blouse. I picked up my black blazer and purse and ran out of my a

