Felix Four days of torturous hell…four days of pain… I stood in the parking lot, debating if I wanted to do this. Every single fiber of my being was telling me this was the right thing to do but at the same time it was telling me that doing this would break us even more than before. I had decisions to make and I needed to make them quickly. The pain in my chest radiated and it hasn’t stopped since I got the news from the social workers. I looked into different options regarding what we could do. I wanted Brooklyn in my life. She deserves a family and that is what we can give her. We can give her stability, love, nourishment, a safe home, everything a child would ever need and more. The look on Ollie’s face was heartbreaking. After speaking with the social workers, I went upstairs to lo

