twin

morning after death

wakes up in her bed.birds chirping on her window.

looks around. and yes , she is home. 

her head aches and gets some water

realizing what just happened last night was a mess, a total mess.

*sighs

breathes deeply, still feeling the pain in her chest.

and things keeps flashing on her mind. vividly and she can still feel the sore on her foot when she fell down.

the pain, the feel of her heart breaking slowly in her chest. 

the feel of that look in jayz's eyes. 

she looks in the mirror and touched her red cheeks.

"yes it was real" she thought , as she touched her cheeks "it wasnt just a dream, it really ended just like that"

one snap and everything is gone

"i should really forget about him"

"i died last night and i should live again" she thought while making her brewed coffee.

sips and bzzzzttt bzzzttt phone vibrates

a text from jayz 

"i hate you.""youre so bad and i cant forgive you"

puts down phone and didnt care to reply. 

bzzzttt bzzzttt. another text message 

but from an unknown number.

"drink your holy water, you b***h. you're so desperate and stupid."

"youre a dirty old woman!!" "its me kei haha" 

seemingly to have the right to tell meg for she thinks that she already have the power to belittle meg for she feels she is already his girlfriend.

maybe after a one night with him.

its a text from the girl they knew at the bar. the girl he was with last night and the reason 

why this ended.

she stopped reading and blocked them both

it was a very painful experience last night and still they have the guts to continue breaking her heart.

"its over" meg thought. 

"im letting go" "totally" she said to her self. without any doubts.

dating app --downloading...............

bzzzttt bzzzttt

a message on her whats app

"how are you, i was worried last night"