Broken Chains

Chapter 15 continued

I lifted my hands to wrap them firmly around Derek’s neck sharply pulling him down to me kissing him deeply over and over and he kissed me back settling himself down comfortably in my arms. I was content here content to just lie here with his comfortable weight resting on my body just kissing for as long as he let me. He seemed to feel the same way my hands simply sliding over his arms and back, his muscles were twitching because of my gentle touches I knew I could have that effect on him without even trying and I loved it. My fingers twitched awkwardly as my hands brushed across the gun which Derek had shoved inside the back of his jeans. Derek sighed lifting himself back out of my arms which made me sigh, but he simply reached down and effortlessly pulled the gun out of the back of his jeans. Derek looked at the gun for a few seconds looking a little sad. I had been around guns my entire life so they really didn’t bother me usually but they are generally carried for a real reason, this situation just seemed wrong in bed with Derek like this he shouldn’t have a gun. After a few seconds he leaned over and placed the gun down on the bedside table before he smiled at me which I returned and held my arms open to him and he settled himself down in my arms. I again nibbled on his lower lip loving the sound of his purr in response and I wrapped my legs around his waist tightly. Suddenly I needed to touch his skin I couldn’t wait. Derek clearly felt the same suddenly gripping my shirt in both his hands and simply tore the front of it open not bothering with removing this useless fabric as it wasn’t necessary. He just planted his hands on my taut bare stomach spreading his palms across my skin purring as he ran his fingers through the silky film of sweat that coated it. He slithered down keeping his hands sliding along my stomach as he moved down to kiss my breasts. Pausing for an instant to just yank on my bra, half succeeding in freeing my breasts, by his growls I could tell he didn’t find this good enough. I reached down and ran my fingers through Derek’s hair gripping it tightly. Before I reached down and began pulling sharply at his t-shirt. Derek groaned at the interruption and pulled himself up from me pulling his own shirt over his head flinging it aside before settling himself down in my arms again kissing me passionately as his hands discretely slid around my back to unhook my bra. I couldn’t help but purr contently at the feeling on his bare skin on mine though the harsh material of our Jeans were still in the way but having his warm chest pressed to mine was already enough. I would just be content to stay here forever. This wasn't like the rough f*****g or the angry violent Derek this was the man I knew he was being tender and gentle. Derek tasted so good and I had missed him so much. The smell he was giving off was so sexy so enticing, it was simply the most beautiful thing I had ever smelt. Derek ran his fingers through my loose hair as he rubbed his face and neck against mine, as the wolf instincts inside ruled him for just a moment and I understood he was marking me, rubbing his scent onto me it was a claiming possessive gesture that I revelled in, as I slid my hands along his arms and across his back scoring him with my nails. Derek growled and bucked in my arms before leaning down and biting deeply into my neck which made me scream but not in an entirely unpleasant way. I groaned and wrapped my legs around his waist tightly. Derek groaned at the pressure before shuffling himself around and he reached down undoing my jeans. I unlocked my legs and shuffled my bum around to aid Derek as he pulled my jeans down. But he still returned to kissing me as if oblivious to the fact that my jeans were down around my knees. My hands slid down his back again scoring his skin with my nails Derek reared back with a growl as the rich thick scent of his blood hit me.

“Oh f**k I love you.” Derek panted “I love you so much.” My arms just wrapped around him holding him pressed in tight to me. I purred and closed my eyes as Derek moved his kisses down onto my neck kissing and gently nibbling. I moaned in pure pleasure and reached over biting down into his neck suddenly feeling a tiny trickle of his blood in my mouth. The taste drove me mad and I couldn’t help but lock my lips more firmly on his neck biting down harder. Derek groaned loudly biting his lip his hands went down to my sides and he curled his fingers digging his nails deeply into my flesh for just a second before he seemed to become to frantic for this and pulled himself back from me as he began fumbling with his own jeans, his fingers suddenly seeming clumsy . I released my bite and gently licked the trail of blood down Derek’s neck, which made his attention snap back to kissing me. I purred my hands all over his skin desperate to touch every inch of him, as Derek’s hands continued to work at his jeans.

“Are you ready for me baby?” he purred in my ear sliding a hand up the inside of my thigh. I shimmied around sliding myself out of my jeans entirely.

“Make love to me.” I panted as he kissed my mouth.

“Thought you’d never ask.” He purred into my kiss. Our kisses turned into light playful bites as Derek pushed himself inside me. I flung my head back moaning as he gripped my waist digging his fingers so deeply into my flesh that it hurt. But that pain and the rich scent of my blood just added another layer to the ecstasy of the moment. I wrapped my arms around Derek’s neck and pulled him sharply down onto my mouth as I kissed him frantically. I locked my legs around his waist and pulled him tighter to me as he pressed himself ever deeper. It had been so long so long and yet we fitted together perfectly, our bodies like our souls had been made for each other we just fitted. Unlike my fumbling s*x with Carl the night before this felt right. s*x with Carl had been …nice but he wasn’t Derek he wasn’t my mate. All of them had been different none of them were Derek, we just seemed to be perfect, all my curves just fit into the contours of his hard muscular body perfectly. Derek grabbed my wrists and pulled them back pinning my hands above my head with one of his strong hands. I squeezed my legs more tightly around him as I felt an orgasm begin to rise in me.

“Oh I love you I love you.” Derek’s thrusting became more intent. I moaned and desperately bit at Derek’s neck and shoulders desperately as I felt my orgasm begin to overwhelm my senses. I released his skin and just screamed as I came violently and Derek clung to me biting down onto my breast as he came deep inside of me,

Derek collapsed onto my chest the both of us coated in a thin film of sweat. We just lay content to hold each other him nestling into my breasts. But after a few moments he lifted himself up to brush the hair back from my face looking straight into my eyes as if proving to himself that it was really me there. He smiled and placed a hand gently on my cheek running a thumb gently over my graze. He was still inside of me and I could instantly feel him getting hard again.

“Really?” I said smiling at him.

“Can't help it.” He said twisting his hips around playfully, “your just too beautiful.” He kissed me “and I would be happy.” He kissed me “to…stay…here…and …do…this.” He continued punctuating each word with a kiss. “Until…the …end …of …time.” I smiled,

“I think I could agree to that.” Derek purred as he thrust himself deeply into me. I lifted my hips thrusting up to meet his. Derek put his hands under my thighs positioning my knees up shockingly close to my ears, pushing himself deep inside me. I bit my lip trying to suppress a scream as Derek continued to press himself deeper into me as I just clung to him. Suddenly the phone of my bedside table started to ring shrilly.

“You have got to be f*****g kidding. I can’t catch a f*****g brake.” Derek muttered seemingly to himself.” Leave it.” He growled,

“I can’t it must be-” Derek halted his activity and looked at me as I frowned “were not in the pack we could be in danger.”

“The only thing your in danger from is me unless you just give it up.” and then the both of us just burst into giggles. “What timing that fucker has.” he said

“Suppose it's somebody complaining about the noise?”

“Then I’ll tell them to go f**k themselves.” Derek growled reaching for the phone; he paused to place a single hand on my chest. “Don’t you move an inch” He purred his golden eyes locked on mine. “Someone better be f*****g dead.” Derek growled into the phone. “Oh is it.” Derek continued his voice becoming more pleasant his eyes lighting up as his one free hand roamed across my breasts. “Of course put him through.”

“What?” I asked but Derek shook his head rubbing his hand across my cheeks brushing the hair back from my face.

“Well hello Brother.” Derek said pleasantly. I squeaked and tried to sit up and grab the phone although to what end I don’t know. Derek used his shoulder to support the phone so that he could pin my hips in place keeping his c**k still deeply embedded inside me. “Yes it is how many brothers do you have Carl?” he paused and smiled at me his golden eyes flashing as he listened to his brother. “Jessie oh she’s fine.” Derek purred “I couldn’t do a thing to hurt her and you f*****g know that.” Derek snarled obviously Carl had suggested just that. “No I’m not going to let you talk to her she’s busy but how about you listen to this.” He lifted the phone up as he thrust himself deeply into me as his hand went down to touch that special place he knew. And I couldn’t help it I had to moan loudly Derek knew what I liked better than I did. But he didn’t even stop at that he carried on thrusting deeply into me making me groan, until I heard Carl’s irate voice down the phone,

“Okay I get it I f*****g get it Derek okay.” That was the first time I had ever heard Carl swear at his brother like that. Derek smiled at me and lifted the phone back to his ear, but this time he didn’t halt his activity.

“Good I’m glad you get it brother.” Derek snarled though his voice was still just a little breathless “because I’m telling you something if you even dream of touching her again I will break every f*****g bone in your body.” and with that he simply slammed the phone down and settled himself back down in my arms continuing to push himself into me, his lips were suddenly possessively locked on mine, he tasted like he always had just like my Derek he tasted perfect. I wanted to be angry with him I felt as if I should shout on Carl’s behalf but I couldn’t help it this was my Derek and he knew every way that there was to make me purr, and right now he was using all of them. I bit down onto his neck to muffle my squeals as I felt myself starting to come again. Derek dug his fingers into my thighs as he got close suddenly I grabbed the headboard behind me desperate as I began to scream. Suddenly there was a harsh banging on the wall behind me.

“f**k off.” Derek shouted loudly before his fingers returned to stroke me in the way that he knew would make me scream again and it worked. He drew me out and made me scream my way through until I was lying on the bed limp and exhausted with Derek coming violently deep inside me. I sighed sleepily as Derek again collapsed down on onto my chest nuzzling gently into my breasts. I ran my hands gently through his hair.

“That’s not how I pictured this would go.” I whispered.

“How did you think it would be?” he asked seeming honestly curious but he didn’t stir an inch from where he was settled on my chest he just seemed too content there.

“I expected you to yell.” I muttered “well more than you did anyway.” Derek made some sort of general murmur of accent. “You should be more angry at me.”

“No.” Derek muttered running his hands gently down my sides, “you know when were mated up we see any sort of infidelity as the other persons fault. I blame Carl.” I laughed into the top of Derek’s head gently.

“You shouldn’t.” I said sobering after just a moment “it wasn’t his fault at least no more than it was my fault.”

“I still blame him.” Derek muttered into my chest nibbling gently on my breast, “and believe me when I next see him he will know about it.” Derek growled,

“He’s your brother.” I said levelly,

“Not anymore.” Derek said sadly pushing himself up away from me. He sat perched on the side of the bed his back to me with his head clutched in his hand in a posture which was identical to how Carl’s had been after we had s*x that one time. I suddenly felt so cold and more alone than I had done in a long time. I sat up and shuffled into Derek pushing myself into his back wrapping my arms around him gently. Derek didn’t respond but he didn’t move away from me either. “He’s not my Brother anymore I died after all I’m just a rogue and rogues don’t have family.”

“So does that make me nothing to you to?” I whispered kissing his neck gently. Derek’s hand drifted back to rub through my hair.

“I wish.” he whispered on a breath, “because if I could let you go this would be so much easier. I mean you and Carl…hell that felt like…fuck nothing I’ve felt before…shit it hurt so f*****g bad. And I’m supposed to be f*****g getting over you aren’t I.”

“I’m sorry.” I whispered kissing his neck gently again Derek shuddered slightly but otherwise didn’t move. “I just I was lonely and sad we both were. That was always why I was always trying to forget you.”

“Stop it,” Derek said gently “I don’t like to think about those times.”

“I’m really sorry.” I whimpered, Derek snarled jerking himself free of my arms.

“Yeah you’ve said that before because that makes it all better. It's all fine now. Do you realise what it was like for me?” he snarled,

“It wasn’t fun for me either my love.” I said softly

“Are you trying to start a fight?” I drew my arms back from him.

“Um Yeah.” I admitted, Derek turned slowly to look at me his eyes that beautiful burnished gold. He looked honestly a little puzzled though. “I can cope with a fight. I always win.” I said pathetically “we yell get mad at each other and refuse to talk and you stomp off and then in time however long we meet up and end up having s*x again. I know how it works when we fight.” I sighed heavily “I can take you leaving because your angry at me but I can’t take cuddling into you kissing you feeling this and then you still leaving because you will leave me.” Derek shuffled over to me and wrapped his arms around me pulling me in close to him. “You are going to leave me aren’t you.” I whispered.

“yes.” He said in a breath, I felt a tear sliding down my cheek onto his shoulder. “I think our love it’s too much.” he kissed my forehead, “I don’t think a love like ours is meant to survive.”

“I love you.” I whispered nuzzling into his warm skin “I always have please believe me.”

“I know that Baby.” He said running his hands down my naked back. “But I think we’ll always be cursed when were together and so forced to live apart.”

“But I want to help you this isn’t you.” Derek clearly didn’t want to talk about this he sighed sleepily and keeping his arms wrapped tightly around my waist he laid back into the thick pillows, snuggling us in together. I maybe should have moved away forced him and me to talk we had to talk and we would but right now I didn’t have the resolve to so I just cuddled into him laying myself down on Derek’s warm chest pressing my nose into his chest savouring his rich scent which wafted up from his skin deliciously.

“Go to sleep Baby.” He said gently leaning over to softly kiss my shoulder.

“No.” I said nuzzling into his taut muscles immersing myself in his scent. “Because if I go to sleep you’ll leave.”

“Go to sleep.” he said kissing my shoulder again “and I promise I’ll be here when you wake up.”

“You promise.” I said sleepily.

“Promise.” He whispered “I think you and me have more to say yet but it’s not for right now.” I don’t know if I honestly should have believed him but I did I felt my eyes sliding closed being here in Derek’s arms felt so familiar so safe. Here I could have been five years old again back where I had always belonged in the arms of my mate. He had always been the one to protect me, who made me, as if I belonged as if I was safe. To me everything from the clean male scent of Derek to the soft warm weight of his body was hypnotic it lulled me into such a sense of peace so I couldn’t resist the draw of sleep.

Derek was indeed still there when I woke up twice during the night. The first time I awoke to find him wrapped around me. The two of us just a tangle of limbs, Derek seemed to instinctively know that I was awake as he began nuzzling and gently nibbling into my neck. His hands slid across my neck sliding through my hair to stroke at my cheek. I turned my head slightly so that I could playfully nibble on his fingers. Derek purred slightly as he continued nuzzling deliciously into the back of my neck as he gripped my hips and gently pressing himself deeply into me.

My second awakening just over an hour later was not actually a natural awakening. Although In fact natural awakening is overrated because I woke up in what had to be the best possible way that is with Derek’s head nuzzling between my thighs. He smiled as he noticed my eyes had flickered open . He made a sort of purring noise and went to work on me with his mouth and tongue, he had an unbelievable technique. I was orgasming within seconds and he didn’t let me stop at one. It was definitely the best way there was to wake up. The second Derek had wrung what he deemed to be enough orgasms out of me he appeared hovering above me smiling for just a second before leaning down and kissing me passionately.

“You taste funny. “I purred, Derek gripped my hips and flipped me firmly over so I was lying on my stomach.

“Oh good your awake.” Derek said flopping himself down on my back pressing himself in close to me running his hands all over my naked body, I could feel his hard erection pressed against my hip.

“Yeah what a surprise.” I said making an effort at making my voice sound grumpy and failing pathetically as he stroked my thigh and hip. I groaned helplessly,

“It’s good.” Derek leaned over and muttered into my ear “had to do that to make sure you were awake and I think your properly awake now,” he leaned over and spoke directly into my ear his hot breath making me shiver, “or should I do it again just to make sure?” I moaned contently as Derek’s hands began to slip around my waist. He kissed my neck again mumbling, “Or do you want me to let you get back to sleep.” I reached back and grabbed a clump of Derek’s hair hard,

“Don’t even think about it.” I snarled, Derek chuckled

“Sleep is highly overrated.” He breathed into my ear, before he pulled my legs up repositioning me on my hands and knees.

“Compared to you compared to this yes.” I said vaguely

“By the way.” Derek leaned over whispering in my ear in a way that made tingles trail along my spine, he leaned over and kissed me deeply “I taste like you. So I think I taste just perfect.” He released me snarling and bit deeply onto my shoulder, as he thrust into me from behind. I couldn’t help but cry out at the sudden sensation, as Derek’s fingers brushed gently all along my skin as if savouring the sensation, as I felt deep tingles on every inch of me he touched.

“Derek?” I panted,

“no.” he said gently. I nodded giving myself up to just being here with Derek revelling in the senses of being with my mate and making love with him but as I did I was painfully aware of the droplets of water falling onto my back, he didn’t want to talk about it, but Derek was crying.