Twisted Master

Am I Going To Be A Mommy!

"This is your iPhone Aya...you can take it now" She said.

I looked at her while taking it from her

"Did he tell you to give it to me this time?" I asked.

"yes...He told me that in the day He left" she smiled.

I opened him without putting a password,he deleted it so I laughed.

"why you're laughing " She asked wondering.

"He deleted the password and my finger print ....oh my God! we are in November" I smiled and frowned at the same time.

I left Helen And went to my room,I started talking with his jacket that I took from his room.

" You controlled me in every way possible,and succeed to make me love you...then you left? can't you feel the fire you set in me...I missed your smell...your kiss...your eyes and the way you look at me..." I said while smelling his jacket.

I opened my iPhone to see the last picture in it...it was the day he kidnapped me where I was having fun with the girls.

I spent some time watching the photos of me and my family and friends and remembering them and asking my self how are they doing without me...

I headed to the bathroom to have a shower...while I was in the bathroom and looking to myself in the mirror I noticed that there is something changed in my abdomen,a little bit buffy...

" No way...Could it be? " I asked my self

" OMG ... NoNo ...." I laughed then cried..." Hello...is there someone inside? hhhhh ...Noo Shut up Aya don't be stupid...it can't be" I said,then I remembered the red spot that was on my bed ...and the night we spent together.

"No way!"

I hurried down stairs while covering my body with the towel...

"Hellen ...Hellen please ...can you notice something here?" I pointed at my abdomen.

"Aya...whats wrong?"

"Hellen please...look carefully!"

She came closer to me,bent down and touched my abdomen.

"could it be?" I asked and the stupid smile on my face.

"I can't be certain about it...I should call the Dr to check on you...How late your period is?"

"I don't know,since no calendar was with me I stopped counting days"

I frowned then continued

"Hellen...I am pregnant...I can feel that" I said seriously in a calm and sure voice.

"Aya..." She cried.

"" Oh Hellen hhhh why she's crying now""

I hugged her...

"It seems you are" She laughed.

We sat on the floor and laughed and cried at the same time.

"If He ever called you...Don't tell him" I said seriously.

"Why not Aya! He has the right to know"

"Just Don't Hellen....please!"

"I can't understand you Aya!"

"just please do what your'e told"

"Ok as you want" she frowned the continued "prepare your'e self i'm Going to call a Dr to check on you"

"Ok...I will...can you have access to the out world?" I asked.

"I will call one of the bodyguards to bring a good Dr to check on your mental state and take a blood test to you to be sure about your pregnancy" she was talking and the frown on her face.

"Can't you just smile Hellen?"

"Aya...I really can't understand what you're thinking about..." she said.

"I just wanna make sure about my pregnancy,I don't want him to come now for the sake of the baby...I'm not sure if I can face him or he can face me...he's been missing for a good period of time"

"You are unstable Aya,you don't know what you want" she snapped.

""Why she is mad???? Loyal Hellen!!!""

"Hellen please,Support me rather than being mad on me" I smiled.

"Oh dear! forgive me,I just want you to reunite with him,this Baby may be the happiness door to both of you...I support you for sure with any thing in your mind...I'm here for you " she hugged me.

"Thank you"

"No need dear, you are my lost little princess,I hope you to find the way that shall bring you peace of mind"

"I Hope"

.......

Months were passing too fast,I know the world will condemn me for my choices,my random choices that were made out of anger...I became like a light paper that seeks to settle down in one place...His disappearance made me lose my mind,put me on high pressure between my heart and mind,as my little baby is growing inside,my emotions were not helping me to stand up on my feet,I was like a little baby who needs caring,I owe Hellen a lot,she was always with me,and she still with me...My love to him intensifying and building up day after day...my need to see him make me lose a very big part of my strength even though I'm fighting for the sake of my baby...our baby.

The winter is about to finish,I could smell the scent of spring hovering from mountains,this weather helps me a lot to go on without him from time to time I can't deny the tears I drop mostly every single night,I can't deny Hellen's support and can't deny the fact that I'm in my 5th month.

I and Hellen started to eat our break fast daily in the Garden,she helps me changing my mood and put it in a good state.

One of the mornings we were walking around.

" My biggest Dreams was to witness Spring time in Germany...But look how I'm witnessing it" I laughed.

"Hey little princess,cheer up...at least one of your dreams came true hhhh,stay optimistic crazy one" She laughed.

"Can I ask you something?" I smiled.

"I think I don't have to guess the question hitting your brain currently" She smiled and stopped.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"you are going to ask about him if he ever called right?" she stopped.

I looked at her,my eyes were lost...