Dear Future Boyfriend- P.JM

Dear Future Boyfriend, I love you with all my heart and I cannot wait until you get to bless me with your presence everyday. You are a beautiful person with a heart of gold, and because of this, you make my life a better place. When I meet you, I will be ready to give and receive healthy love again. I will have learned to love and respect myself, and because of this I attracted someone as wonderful as you to love and respect me in return. I love you not because You have something that I've been searching for a Decade, I love you because you have a pure heart. And that matters a lot. I'm not that kind of person whom every man's think. I'm not greedy, Adamant, Selfish, Loquacious, And Even Childish. I'm exactly Opposite. I do love books, I love Writing, I spend my whole life Reading, Writing poems, Dancing and Learning other languages. Hope you will not find me Boring. You have no idea how much the little things you do mean a lot to me. I cannot find any Word that best Describe how thankful I am because you came into my life. I'm just A Simple woman who Dream to be love and Appreciated by Someone. I have trust issues, I hope we Can work it Out together. I hope You'll confront me if I did mistakes that can make you irritated. I'll promise to be at your side when things gets tough. If I let your hands Go it Doesn't mean , I don't love you anymore. Just always remember, We may be far but my heart will always be yours. Nothing more. Love, Future Girlfriend Darkness crept and Started stealing the Beautiful light. The Once dashing blue sky slowly transformed into flaming yellow- orange - until bit by bit it became grayish then Black. I could feel the soothing breeze of The northern air that kisses my Skin as I hug my knees. The strident voices of crickets began to mix up With the clashing of waves. And the sun at a snail's pace disappeared. Minutes after the darkness completely engulfed the daylight, I was reminded of the thoughts that I have to go home and finish the Things that I'm writing in my phone. I love to stay here most especially when I'm devastated. I love this spot because this once reminded me of Someone else. I pause for a second and Release a deep breath while stretching my hand. " I'll continue this one next time. " I mumbled to myself and lazily stood up and started walking with a heavy steps. I don't want to go home yet but still I have to..I Don't want to see my Father Crushed my Works again. Not again. My Dad doesn't like the things that I'm doing. He always Mock my work since No one even Read my Stories.. Only few Does. But still I keep on Reaching my dream , A Dream to become a Famous Writer. I didn't stop writing..This is my passion. This is just the Only way To escape from the reality. I started writing at the young age. 9 to be precise. An elementary schooler. I started from a piece of paper with the pencil in my Hand, Writing lame Conversations and cliche Narration. I still remember the Day when My mom read my first work. She laughed with the thoughts that ... That... Why I am writing a "Handumanan". Handumanan is a Radio series every Afternoon. It's like a Confession actually. Tsk. I used to post my works in f*******: Group and was complimented by my work. Though some people used to made a rude comments. But life must go on. " Where have you been Sabrina? " He asked in a serious tone while looking at me. I gently close the Door " Selene's house. " I replied without looking at him. " I see. Change your clothes now and let's eat outside. I didn't Cook for Dinner since I'm busy in the Office. Hurry up, my stomach is growling. " He said with a serious tone and turn his back to me. Well.... As always. Since the Day my Mom left us, He's always like that. I don't understand him. It seems like He's just a Father by a word but not with the Heart. I hurriedly head myself to my room and change some Decent clothes like I used to wore when I'm with my Friends. ". What are you wearing? " He looked at me with a raised eyebrow. " I don't need to wear something nice when in the first place , we're just Going to eat outside. " I replied and rolled my eyes heavenwards. " We will be heading to Jae Hyun's House. The love of your life. Aren't you gonna change- I automatically run in Celerity back to my Room and Change my Clothes. I have to wear something nice. This is it! For almost a Decade of waiting him, He's finally Here in The Philippines. Gosh! I couldn't believe it. I'm half way to my Dream. Yikes! I turned around as I Checked my reflection on the mirror still the Grin on my Face. I'm stunning! " Hey Dad... How's it? Am I look Gorgeous or something hmm... Tantalizing? Name it?" I asked him with an Excitement. "You look a Human already" and a smile formed on his lips. " Let's go. " He added. While we're on our way to Jae Hyun's place, My heart thumped in Celerity while my hand is sweating. Why I am nervous? This is what I Want. This is what I prayed for. Atlas I can Confess my Feelings to him. Oh My Gosh. " Did you know why Jaehyun is here? " My dad asked me. " No. " I replied. I don't have any idea why he is here. Maybe... Because he Wanted to see me. Ayiee. " He'll be Searching for a Woman to Marry. He's now in a legal age. And that's a tradition of their Family. " He looked at me with his lift eyebrow. I gasped. " He'll be marrying a Korean Woman. So Don't expect that Much Sweety. I know you liked him very much but I don't like him to be your Husband. I don't like korean people. " He said in a Serious tone. I Bite my lips upon hearing those phrases from him. " Find someone better than Him ." We stopped at the Prestigious House and Dad suddenly Grab my wrist and Head ourselves inside. Splendid! There are a lot of revelers Tonight. Most of them were koreans. My stomach suddenly growled because of the Familiar Smell from the Table. Aissh. I'm starving. Dad is with his Business partners. They're badly talking about their Business. I don't understand what they're talking about. Math subject made me sick. " Hey Dad.. I'll just roam around. "I head myself out of the Sala and Walk around. While I'm searching for something to eat in their backyard, Something caught my attention. There's a Huge Manggo tree 5 steps away from me. Without any hesitation , I hoisted myself up and started climbing the tree, Only briefly wondering what people would say if they saw me. A Woman who's Wearing a Fancy Sexy Dress is now Climbing the Tree because of Starving. Tsk What a lame excuse. I took one of the yellow Manggo from the nearest branch and smell it like A Child. Tsk! I don't care if I got juice over my dress- I'm just starving. Pity Sabrina. I plucked another Manggoes from branch to branch and Release a triumphant smile. I squirmed away from the tree trunk when I suddenly felt myself slipping. I closed my eyes expecting pain when I landed. But... But... I didn't feel anything. I know.. my bones aren't broken. " What a Cranky Woman. " I heard a Voice 2 inches away from me. I slowly open my eyes and was stunned by the person who's now so close to me. He looked at me for a Second and little by little, A Smirk formed on his lips while looking at me. " Hey, Am I that Handsome? " I heard him chuckled. I rolled my eyes heavenwards and pushed him away. " You look a rookie here. Am I right, lady? " She asked with a smile on his lips. " Nonya business" I'm about to leave when he suddenly run and Blocked my way. "Priam Jaehyun is waiting for us. " A Woman from nowhere Shouted at him. " I'm coming. " He replied then stared at me for a Second. " What's your name? " He asked out of the blue. I didn't answer him instead I run in Celerity just to escape from him. Still the Manggoes in my hand. Of Course!