THE ANCIENT WOLF

(WARNING )!!!!!!!!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATERIAL OTHER MAY FIND OFFENSIVE SUCH AS b**m/ ABUSE IF SUCH MATERIAL OFFENSE YOU YPU PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER I’m running fast as I can he’s mad again god only knows what I’ve done wrong this time Rose he’s scream out loud I’m trying to make it up the stairs. to my room once in there I know I’m safe, but my victory is shorted lived as I get pulled backwards by my hair. Thought you could run huh u little b***h he screamed in my face no I screamed. I’m sorr- I started to stay but a smack across my face stopped me I cried looking in the eye of my father William Copperfield. you wouldn’t know he’s my father by the way he treats me but yes, he is my father. still holding on to a tight grip to my hair my father looks down to me with nothing but hatred in his heart for me he big compared me while I am 5’0 feet even with long black hair. grey eye and a body most girl wish they had and light caramel skin I’m 16 years old while he is 47 years old 6’7 280 pounds now don’t get wrong my father. is a handsome man the weight he carries is all muscle he has dark brown hair which he keeps cut. green eyes and a strong jaw line and porcelain skin yes u guessed right my father is white. He keeps looking at me than he takes a deep breath and closes his eyes than slowly lets it out for a second, I’m thinking he’s going to let me go. but I know the moment he opened his eyes that it wasn’t over. Please I start to beg my father, but all my father does is shake his head and tell me living room now he releases my hair and backs away from me. And starts walking back toward the Livingroom more tears start to fall from my eyes I hang my head low and start walking behind him as well. Once in there my father draw the curtain’s closed so no one can what’s about to take place, I know what’s going happen the same as always when he is this mad. turn is all my father say and I do as I am told I turn around drop down to my knees and raise my shirt half so that my back is exposed. I lean over the couch and grab hold of the cushion my heart is beating a mile per minute I hear the buckle to my father’s belt I know he is taking it off now. I’m trying to brass myself of the blow I know that’s coming (whack) it came without a warning and I cry out in pain over and over he counited to hit me. The louder I screamed begging him to stop the more he gets mad and the harder he hit me with his belt at some point he finally got tired and dropped the belt and walked away. I tried to get up, but my back is screaming otherwise I could feel warmth running down my back, so I know he tear my skin open again. I got up hunched over and on wobbly legs the room is spinning I am trying to make it to my room but the black dots I’m seeing is making it hard for me swaying back and forth out the Livingroom making my way to the stairs I’m barely make it up to steps before darkness consume me and everything goes black. I wake up looking around and notice that I am in my room laying on my stomach on my bed my father must have found me and put me in my room. he does that once he got out all his anger, he’ll treat me a little better for a moment and in those moments, I hold close because of the love he shows me. and I hear the sound of my door opening brings out of my thoughts my father walks in the room and stand in front of my bed with his hands in his pocket and asked do u know why u was punished today he ask me? No sir I answer just above a whisper. You stayed out pass your curfew and didn’t come home on time yesterday didn’t you my father said We live in a small town in Colorado, and I walk to and from school. snapping out my thought I answered I’m sorry sir my group project I was working on ran late and I forgot to call you it won’t happen again I told my father. he nodes his head I have simple rules rose my father said to me if you follow them than u wouldn’t get punished now, I have dinner ready your favorite lets go downstairs and eat shall we my father said. He helps me out of bed and slowly walks me down the hall and stairs to the dining room area where we sit to eat the table already has the food on. it he sits me in my chair which is right next to his and tells me enjoy I looked down at my plate and it is my favorite which is steak mashed potatoes and shrimp we start to eating our meal in silent. after dinner was finished my father told me to go to bed, I said goodnight, sir and thank you for dinner to him and only got a head nod in return I once again slowly made my way up to room. Once there I closed my bedroom door and locked it than made my way to the bathroom once in there, I strip my clothes away and turn on the shower while waiting for the water to heat up I turn and looked at my back and started to cry. I couldn’t stop the tears if I wanted to, I checked to see if the water was hot enough and it was, I got in the shower once the warm water contacted my back I hissed in pain. I quickly washed up using my calm lavender and rose oil body wash and got out I looked for the ointment for my back once I found it, I applied it to the area I could reach. after I was finished, I walked back into room towards my dresser for some clothes I found a big tee shirt and some panties once dressed I got in to bed, I laid there thinking of my mother every time I ask my father. about her he would turn so red and start hitting me or screaming for to shut the f**k up and not ask him no question about a w***e is what he call her she been gone for so long I don’t ever remember what she looks like. I know she left us when I was 3 is all I could get out my father. now there is no room for discussion about its like she doesn’t even exist I guess some part of me hates her because I’m here living in hell and she’s off living her best life. or she could be dead I don’t even know what I do know is that there must be a better life than this one not soon after I fall asleep hoping for a better day.