*Melian POV*
TRIGGER WARNING....TALKS OF SUICIDE
My heart is shattered right now. How could Loki blame me for Nick dying? Yes, he was helping me, and I will forever have that guilt, but it was not my fault. He was outnumbered. When I left the hospital, I had no clue where to go. I just knew I had to get out of there. I didn't want to go to the pack house, they would find me there and I needed to be alone. I ran to the training fields hoping that no one would be there. I had seen an old willow tree close to there the day that I went to the cell house. It was beautiful and the branches were long. I could hide out there for awhile and collect my thoughts. I needed a straight head when they finally found me, because if I didn't, I would crumble at their anger.
The events of the day replaye
