*RILEY POV* It's finally Friday, and we are going to Ruby Meadows. The full moon is in two days, and we want to find the perfect spot for the ritual. Maddix is still nervous, but even though I continue to reassure him that it will be fine, he is still being a worry wart. Hell, his own wolf had told him to stop worrying. I've just come to understand that it's part of his nature. For so many years, he has felt the weight of the world on his shoulders. He has explained on numerous occasions that the day he found out he would be the next Alpha was the day that he aged 10 years mentally. He said that was also the day that he never felt in the present, but always worried about the future. Whether it was his future or the packs, it never left the back of his mind. I got up early, and made s

