*Maddix POV*
I know my mood lately has been s**t. I can't control it though, and if I can't figure it out, I will lose everything I love most.
I know what the problems causing the mood swings are, and Henry likes to point it out all the time. However, it's not Henry's choice of how to deal with everything. It's mine.
I have felt like a failure in so many ways over the past months, and it's eating away at me. I failed in saving Alette in time before that fat piece of s**t did horrible things to her. I have failed as a mate and father by not being present enough. I have failed as an Alpha by allowing us to be attacked. I failed as a grandson to my gran by not listening to her advice. I feel like an all around failure, and it's pissing me off. I don't know how to change my way of thinking.
