My love story

PROLOGUE One is a dark, tall and handsome freshman. Although he’s an outgoing homophobic because he was molested by a man as a child. His life turns upside down after he entered the new year of college and along came a very interesting person in his life, a gay roommate, a drummer named Yosef. Yosef is a very handsome music major with fair moon-white skin and half-farang features. He is also openly gay. With a gay guy and a homophobe, who have to share a small space together for the rest of the year-what can possibly be the outcome of their story? Hatred? Or maybe love? Chapter: Daeshik “I hate gays!” This is what I said to my friends from high school, even after college. If someone asks me what I hate the most, I will answer: “I hate gays.” Well, just stop and don’t scold me. I’m not sexist. OK, it’s the same regardless of gender. “As long as they don’t bother me.” I just don’t understand why it’s been more than half a year since I passed eighteen years old. There are always homosexuals who like to mess with my life. s**t, it’s not good to say hello like everyone normally does. They have to have their bodies twisted like a marine mollusk, such as shellfish, conch, razor clam, and you touch my arm. Don’t they have an arm to touch? Why do they need to touch my arm?! It’s enough to be annoyed when someone talks about them. Don’t let me hear you mention them. I don’t want to have them scolded for being superficial, it means that hate is hated. So, every friend of mine satirized me and said, if you are gay, don’t get too close to Daeshik. He will not only cuss at you but also fight fists and kick together. But you can’t blame me! Now that I’m in college, I still want to beg my father to life outside school, and my life may be more comfortable. I don’t need to share the room with strangers, but I also have the chance to bring girls to my room to do something fun. Just think about it, I’ll be satisfied. My dream was doomed to collapse because my father told me: “Boys should live in school dormitories! You just need to know how to get along with others. Don’t immerse yourself in your own world. Communicate and walk around some more. Do you know how to communicate with others? Do this and we will talk next year.” Finally, my father said that in any case, Daeshik, you must live in school this year. Next year, I will hold my father’s thigh to beg for that room outside the dormitories. That’s why I’m uneasy. What kind of roommate will I have? but the reality is... “Daeshik, this snack is free. It was given by my senior.” Well, how handsome can you be? I want to turn over and look at the person across the table who is still going to be rooming together with me for a year with a handsome top and handsome bottom. Do you understand what I mean? He has the aura of the leading role and the itchy heart of a handsome man. A bedroom with this sort of guy and his handsomeness is completely overwhelming. OK, I think it’s necessary for me to explain his extravagant description. Yosef, a student of music and art, is said to have studied music in high school here. He is very tall, but I’m almost tall at 1.8m. His body was shaped like a master drum major. He looks very good and has a clear outline. Is it enough to say that he’s mixed-race? The bridge of his nose is enough to poke my eyes. He is even whiter than me. Then I won’t admit how my morale was destroyed. On the other hand, I’m at ease. He is favored by women, which means that those that man won’t care about my butt! I’m alive this year. Hooray!! Before he turned to hang his school uniform and put on his vest, I was thinking about looking at the big bag of snacks in the middle of the Japanese table. OK, he looks good, but one thing I always hate is that he is a generous person. Yosef is handsome and is not arrogant. He just moved in for 4 days. In these last 4 days, he has been sharing a big bag of snacks with me. Just, like yesterday, I basically crawled back from the faculty welcome activities for a time. He was too lazy to find something to eat, so he bought food to share with me. He is also very quiet. What he does every day is to take earphones and keep his eyes closed in bed. He didn’t know if he was analyzing his voice. Therefore, after living with this roommate, I am very comfortable. “I’m sorry, it’s fine. I’ve been eating for a few days. I’m sorry.” I said, turning to take off my pajamas ready for sleep, and heard him laughing. “I can’t eat all of them all myself. Help me to relieve some.” “Hahahaha, you have a lot of girls running after you.” I joked, but I didn’t seem to know him very well. After changing my clothes, I turned around and found him staring at me, but as soon as I met him, he grabbed his backpack to leave. “I have a class.” Did he just look at me strangely? Well, Jay, no matter what, the idea of hating fags is acting weird again. You are scaring him. I thought. I grabbed my bag and went to class. God wouldn’t curse me for spending a year with fags. Those are just my own. He didn’t know God would curse him. Anyway, it would not be simple! Chapter: Yosef “ What’s wrong with you? Coming so early.” “Well, there’s nothing to do in the dormitory.” “If you don’t have a man to give you a butt to screw, just say it.” Yosef could only sign, and his good friend jumped over and hooked his neck and pushed his hand on his shoulder, and walked to the canteen at the front to find something for breakfast. His bad and very close friend, JK, who has been mixed up with me since high school, is still struggling with the same story. The man does not know when to quit. “Hey, man, tell me seriously why you want to live in the dormitory. I didn’t see you wanting to do so before. Just thinking about living in the dormitory? Just think about all that sleeping dormitory and the fact that it’s near and I can go back at any time.” “I’m lazy. It’s true. I’ve lived in it anyway.” I said before putting my bag beside the stool. “Besides, my roommate is okay.” “That kid from the sports science program?!” “Um.” I just said so much. I went to my usual aunt’s house and ordered breakfast as usual. I was standing there playing with my silent mobile phone and thinking about my roommate. At first, I was not sure whether it was good to live in the school. Frankly, I love cleanliness. I can bear anything except dirty things. As I told my friends, I’m too lazy to run back and forth, so I decided to live in school and have more opportunities to practice here. Have I ever said that I started to learn drum sets in high school and wanted to study deeply when I entered university? In the dormitory, I can be near the teaching building, which means that I have more time to practice. Then the dormitory is clean in many respects. As I said, I am very satisfied with my roommate. At first, I knew he was studying sports, but I was not sure, but in my observation, he was OK. The best thing is that, no matter how tired he gets back to the dormitory, his first thing is to take a bath, and then he can do other things. AND ANOTHER THING THAT CAN NOT BE DENIED……….MY ROOMMATE IS VERY HANDSOME. Daeshik skin is not white, which may be different from my mixed race’s white, but it can be regarded as good-looking. The most prominent part should be his eyes. He said that he was from the south, but not the southernmost part of Thailand, but he seemed to be from Surat Thani, so his eyes were very vivid. I have noticed his eyelashes, which he is envious of girls. With the body of athletes, I think it’s good eye candy. Because…… “Oh, Yosef, eating the same shop every morning.” As I walked along the line of prestige, I saw the seniors and juniors laughing and saying, my words choking in my throat, and my slender predecessor with a bass bag on his shoulder. Yes, he is a man. “Um.” I answered truthfully and looked down at my cell phone. I didn’t want to talk about it. It was just that we had a bad breakup. It happened that when I finished breakfast, I paid for it and went back to my seat. JK was still staring at my ex. “It looks like your boyfriend is going to pay to reconcile.” “Nonsense,” I replied briefly, and then began to eat. My friend pointed at me and laughed, and then began to get lost in his criticism. “It’s boring to say that you should be careful. Every old boyfriend in your past has to fight for a while. If they fight for you one day, I’m not going to be surprised. Oh, be careful of your roommate, stay with you every day, and be careful of your ex-boyfriends tearing him up.” “He’s normal.” “Hum.” My friend whispered, so I looked up at him. “My roommate is a straight man.” YES, I’M GAY. But all of a sudden, my friend lost his voice and laughed. “But not that the talented Yosef can’t take on straight?” I signed heavily, because dealing with straight men, and the final result was more trouble, but that is at the least or most important, you could be beaten black and blue. But the most terrible thing is, I make a straight man no longer want to be with women. That’s what I don’t want to happen. “And you know I don’t play with the straight men.” I shrugged and then continued to eat, if not for my friend’s tongue blossoming, raising his head and asking. “I heard your roommate hates gays.” I was in a daze, then shook my head. I’ve heard that I’m still acting normally, I haven’t shown too much gayness, and I’ve vowed never to get involved with a straight man again. So, I absolutely will not mess with Daeshik for sure. “As long as he doesn’t know, there’s no problem.” I said this and made a look indifferent. I forced myself to cling to music in my mind, but I can’t deny that there may be accidents in my room with me. I also want to control myself, but what can I do? I don’t want to complicate things. Although I’m not sure,but now a guy who hates gays just lives in the same dormitory as him. What will happen? CHAPTER 1: The more you hate, the more you can’t escape. Splash! Rustle! The transparent blue mirror surface is scattered onto white water flowers. At this moment, the students in the swimming pool open a water path. The voice of the professional teacher is mixed with the noise of the freshmen in the school of Sport Science and science. The weather is very hot, with cold water. It’s unspeakable and comfortable. At the same time, Mr. Kim acted like a fisherman with the permission of the teacher. He could move freely, and then he leaped into the water to enjoy himself. Swimming is a compulsory course for everyone in the first year of the Faculty of Sport Science. People who can swim are very relaxed. Those who can’t swim have to be diligent and practice harder. Anyway, they must be able to swim at the end of this semester to get a passing mark. How to say, Daeshik is good at posing as a drowning puppy. “Daeshik, if you want to learn basic swimming skills, you need to unify your standards with him!” “If you don’t know how to swim, you don’t need to put on the appearance of holding the pool by hand you stupid fuck.” Because it’s a required course, every freshman has to learn it, so they meet their high school classmate Jay. Speaking of the acquittance with this silly guy, we have to go back to the fourth color sports. Daeshik was in science class, and jay was in art class, plus a five-person football school to set up color sports. There are ten classes in the first grade, but the clothes only have five colors, so that year we just divided them into which classes and which colors. So Daeshik’s class is divided into a class with Ai’Jake. In the beginning, I was not familiar with him, but in the fifth grade, when there were not enough athletes, the school recruited volunteers and Jay was one of them. After playing football, he tried and won. I can say that we won every kind of award that year. After playing for a long time, AI’Jake straightened it out slowly, which is what made him want to learn sports science. Well, he and Jay have been friends since high school. What’s embarrassing is that he can’t swim even if he plays the ball well. “What a tragic scene.” Daeshik shook his head and laughed. Look at the people who are holding the swimming pool and kicking at the edge of the pool, looking at the energetic man as the teacher said. “I’m not stupid. I’m still on the school team.” “Developed limbs does not mean you have brains, Ai’Jake.” While joking, he continued to push into the water. He didn’t want to admit that he was really comfortable in the cold water under the hot sun. The person beside him asked: “Do you want to go play with me?” “I’m too lazy to go. You know I can’t play well. I can only play for fun.” Daeshik replied seriously and amused his friend. “Then you can be an instructor or the team manager.” “Oh, can you hear what I’m talking about. Are your ears clogged?” “I won anyway.” He also said, thinking of these four-color games. Seriously, as soon as he entered the field, he grabbed the ball in a hurry. Daeshik position on this field is the guard. The defensive players attack the back of the field, and the rest run to the front. “Well, I know you’re protecting my back.” Ai’Jake began to gasp. It seemed that those who worked out on the court every day could not help themselves in the water. He clung to the side of the pool so tightly that their joints turned white until their friends nodded. “If I’m bored then I will leave.” “Believe me, you won’t be bored. Go in. Let’s watch more people this time. I have a set of management plans.” Look, it’s obvious that as long as it’s about football, Jay is very true, so everyone wondered why he didn’t choose a football major. For that reason, he couldn’t bear to listen directly. “When choosing a college, I pressed the wrong number.” I can’t imagine the expression of every friend he tells that to. After the meeting, I asked the reason why he was so freaking stupid. “Daeshik what about after the freshmen welcoming activities this evening? Could we go find something different to eat?” “No, I’ll take it back to the dorm to eat. I’ll bring food to my roommate and I will make it up for off him for so long.” “Speaking of your roommate…” Grunt. Rustle. “Ah…..Puff…..Daeshik……Help me Before Jay finished, the tall boy pushed away his hand, which was still holding the side of the pool tightly at first. Instead, he used his legs and feet to hold the side of the pool. People only let go of their feet and sink a little bit. The rest of his hands scratched in the air, making a gurgling sound. He drank a lot of pool water until his eyes and ears were flooded. All of a sudden, “Ha!!!!” “Hooooiiiiieee! Ai’Jake, don’t catch me, don’t move, argh f**k!!!” “Sink, sink! Cough cough!!! The man holding at Daeshik neck shouted that he was going to sink, but his head was still on the surface of the water. He almost pushed his friend's head into the water. The friend shouted: “Don’t move, you fool!” Daeshik screamed at him. The one who listened felt that all the students in the class were looking back at him, and the teacher was agitated as he swam towards them. “What’s wrong?” “This one was being stupid, teacher.” Daeshik said sadly, teasing the man who was still holding his hair, holding it with one hand, making no laugh. He smiled shamefully and slowly let go of his friend's wet hair. Before he let go, he swept his friend’s hair back and forth. The female teacher smiled: “In the future, there will be lessons to teach you how to help to drown people. I have a way. If the drowning people hold on… How about you? You should be wary. Swimming is not a joke!” seeing that the students were OK, the teacher talks a lot and swims to other swim lanes. “I’m sorry.” “Yes, you should apologize to me! If I’ve just had my hair off with that fuckk up stunt you pulled off, next time I’ll kick your spleen.” Daeshik shook his head as he spoke, swearing that the next swim would be as far away from him as possible. Who would have thought that the man in the whirlwind on the ground would become a wooden man in the water? “What did you ask me just now?” “I forgot.” “Great, too much chlorine makes you go to Alzheimer’s.” before the teacher was about to tell each student, Daeshik shook his head and said, at this time, Jay was holding his head and thinking about what important things he was going to say. Because most of the freshmen classes are together with those other grades, they don’t often meet each other. What is it? I remember I had something important to tell Daeshik, I am in the right hippocampus. But what is that important thing? “Oh, I feel so skinny after seeing Champ’s bulky figure.” “Hahahaha, my neighborhood has a boxing camp, so I go to kick and play, which is how this body shape effect came about.” “No wonder it’s like the muscle guys in the gym.” In the dressing room, Daeshik stood and wiped his hair. He grasped the hair in the middle of his head to see if it was complete. His friends made a sound of laughter. Some talk about girls, some talk about naughty things. A group of people nearby haven’t jumped to the topic of the figure yet. They are looking at each other with their clothes on. Let’s go back and talk about the champ. Champ is a classmate in a professional class. He’s not as tall as Daeshik and no, but he must be heavier than me. It’s no surprise that he was in a boxing camp before. Once there was a conflict, the other side would surely lose without fighting. “When it comes to the gym, I will never go.” “Why?” “I’m afraid of butt pain.” When asked by a friend, Champ replied in this way, putting on his vest and saying it was half true and half false. “It’s not bragging. I’m just handsome. All of a sudden, everyone was staring at me. But I can’t help it. When they take a bath, I dare not bend down to pick up the soap. It’s just that talk about men doing things in the back door. Don’t want any of that crap. I’m scared to death.” “Haahahhaahaha.” The word made the friends laugh en masse. Daeshik shook his head. It’s not fun. Instead, he can understand being stared at with hostile eyes. He feels that the tiger's body is shocked and sweating. It’s more terrible than being invaded by a girl. What can I do? I don’t like it! "Er!!!! I freaking remember it!!!" At that time, many people were still laughing. Suddenly, the man with Alzheimer's turned his head and said loudly, which made many people turn back to see what happened. The friend next to him turned back to look at him dejectedly. "What's the matter with you? Do you have a bad brain after drinking too much chlorine or something?" "No, no, no, it's important to you, Daeshik. This time no joke, shaking his head, almost blurted out, but seeing his friend's curious face, he broke Daeshik's head and pulled it to the other comer of the room. "What's the matter?" The listener asked incomprehensibly. "I want to ask you if you haven't moved to the dorm yet." Move dormitory? Why should I move to the dormitory? When Daeshik asked in doubt, he still said that he would come to live with me, but he was not. No, his family is near here. He would never find trouble for himself or move to the dormitory. So, it's more suspicious. Looking around, Jay once heard no whispering: "Just your roommate, isn't it some named Yosef?" "Well, Yosef, what's wrong with Yosef?" Daeshik nodded frequently, remembering that there was nothing wrong with the man's handsome face, so he listened to Jay. "I heard big news that will shake your chest, and make your teeth go in a fvcking frenzy.” "Hey, I think he is an okay guy and quite nice. He's a drummer. You didn't watch seasons change. Just waving a drum can attract many girls. Besides, don't forget that he's a mixed-race..." Uh. "It's not just that….” No, pull your friend's head closer. The air blows into his ear. The next words must be very important. I swear they must be the last words I want to hear. “I heard people say that...” Jay nodded quickly this time, embarrassed to say: "I heard he's gay." In this way, the listener stood still, eyes wide, mouth wide open, brain analysis, and repeated what my friend just said, “ He is gay, but this gay is a living creature in his dormitory. Yosef is gay, so I want to move to the dormitory!" Shocked! There are only a few people left in the dressing room. Look back in the direction of the grumpy voice. If anyone sees the current appearance of Daeshik, he must be thinking... how can this smiling man get so angry... It is very important. Bang! Daeshik quickly put on the vest and school uniform with his right hand. As soon as he was dressed, he rushed out. The students all turned around and asked Ai'Jake to come. But Ai Jake was also wearing clothes quickly. He followed his friend and went out. He didn't need to know where Daeshik was going - Student Dormitory Service Center. This time, the Daeshik who is rampant is definitely going to end in a disaster. "I'll move to the dormitory, anyway!" "Well, I told you that I couldn't move you. There have been so many years there. You don't know how lucky the freshmen are to live in dormitories. Many senior students had to move out of their dorms just to give the freshmen the right to live in the dorms first.” In the student dormitory service center, Daeshik was arguing with the dormitory aunt who had a half-covered loss. He was red-faced, clenched his fists, watching the aunt’s posture and watching the TV playing in the afternoon, but also conscientiously explaining. “But I’m moving. Doesn't anyone want to change the dormitory?” “Ooooei, if there is one, then go to find someone to switch rooms and bring him here instead of you standing here shouting.” “But this is a student service center, isn’t it? Daeshik was still arguing without giving up. No matter good or bad, it's just so he can get to stay away from that area. Wherever the place he stays at, he can’t have a gay! Er, also the kathoeys. I don’t want to either! “Daeshik, calm down.” “I can’t calm down. Hum, I thought he was straight playing with girls. Whoever thought….?” Daeshik can only gnash his teeth. He can’t help it. “But if there’s a contradiction, you can move.” “I have a problem with my roommate!” in this way, the listener's eyes brightened, his voice was deep, and his brow looked worried. “If there is any contradiction, it must be serious, otherwise it will not work.” “He is freaking……” Stop. But the moment when type wanted to blurt out the truth, he stopped, and his brain was running fast. Just then, he wasn’t dirty enough to uncover the truth that his roommate didn’t actually do anything wrong. I don’t know whether the Bastard was out of the closet or not. I’ll see if his behavior hides it. “Well, auntie, I can’t stand him.” “If there’s no reason, I can’t move you. Oh, because he doesn’t care about hygiene or helping clean the dormitory. I won’t listen to such things. The two people living together should communicate and understand each other.” “Then what shall I do?” “The simplest thing is to find a person willing to change his dormitory, come here to report and carry it out.” With that, she turned and went on watching the TV series, the brain damage kind, making the people standing in front of her want to smoke her a few times. "Well, I said, calm down first. In fact, he didn't do anything to you. You can live with him." "Live with him your fvcking father! I can't stand to live in a dormitory with him!" Daeshik is obviously biased and frowned at. "I ask you, why do you hate people like that? I can understand that you don't like things like that. It's creepy, but you can't be hateful... Jake still can't understand, because he also has many friends who are kathoeys. Before that, he pinched the n*****s of those people to make them scream like women, so he thought it was no surprise having friends that are gay. If you hate gays, your life is going to be really hard. They are everywhere, male lovers everywhere. The question stunned the listener, his eyes twinkling. "Hate is hate, I don't know. In any case, I will never break that broken back in a dormitory." Then Daeshik turned to enter the dormitory and decided to knock on the door one by one to ask if he wanted to change the dormitory, although he thought if there was no real conflict with his roommate, who would easily change the dormitory! After knocking on the dormitory door for an hour (most of them went to class). Daeshik was also pulled to class by friends and dragged to welcome new students. At the end of the day, it was more than eight o'clock. After knocking on the door for more than an hour,Jay wanted to move. Why did the new friends move here and there? As for the elders, they all live with their sworn friends. Therefore, the career of changing dormitories is totally unproductive. At about nine o'clock, Daeshik was so tired that he had to sit and wait for his roommate who hadn't shown up to come back. He was determined to tell him that either he or he had to move out, because he had studied here in high school, so there must be some students in the dormitory building, but he was sure to make it. Until the clock turns to the number five Squeak. Open the door. "Oh, you just came back. Did you eat? I have something to eat." Yosef opened the door and entered the dormitory. He picked up his eyebrows and saw that his roommate was still wearing his school uniform. Judging from his facial expression, he looked like he had been waiting for a long time. He put the bag on the Japanese table, which contained the food bought from the convenience store and the convenient box of rice. The host of the other half of the room felt a little bit out of place. Well, he's really a good man, but what if he's being so good on purpose? "Yosef, I have something to ask you." Daeshik tries to pretend that he doesn't want to be in a dorm with you, and let the music player put down his high eyebrows. "What is it?" "Are you gay?"