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Naaya POV
I followed Andrew towards exit and all of sudden it felt like whole world started spinning, my body was not able to register the surrounding, my legs were giving-up, vision was blurry and I suddenly felt very light headed and everything blackened.
I felt heavy foot step coming towards me, calling my name and then embraced me in his arms tightly, it felt very familiar but still very distant. He sounded worried and calling my name again and again but I was unable to open my eyes, I could not bring myself to think, who this person is who is so familiar still so stranger.
I groan in annoyance when I felt like someone is pinching me and opened my eyes and found myself in some room smelling like dis-infector with beep sound and in front of me a middle-aged man was standing wearing a white coat holding syringe full of blood, it seems its mine. I blinked my eyes twice then thrice, he was smiling at me may be considering my confused state, then he cleared his throat and said, “why are you so confused Miss, why do you tired yourself to the point of breakdown and not even realise that you are in a hospital sleeping for more than 2 days. By the way I’ve a news for you, your husband insisted to tell him each and every detail about your health but can’t tell him without your consent.” Now I’m confused. So, I just asked him straight forwardly “what are you talking about and husband? I’ve fiancé not husband.” Ok anyways, it doesn’t change anything.
Then Doctor introduced himself as Dr. Greg Thomas and told me not to stress myself like this as I’m expecting, probably its just 1 month. By the time he was informing me, Andrew was standing at door and if I say he was surprised it’s a huge understatement and if I say I’m shocked its super super super huge understatement. It’s not like you expect to get pregnant just after your first s*x with your fiancé.
Yes, we were dating but I couldn’t make myself come to the terms with premarital s*x, no I’m not orthodox or anything. Its just past experience teaches you some lesson which you don’t want to forget. But the day I got engaged with him and the way he showed me his love, emotion and trust, I just let go of myself and let myself feel the feeling of being loved. And in all my honesty I don’t regret an ounce, I feel loved by him but now seeing his stunned face, I’m panicking inside but I can’t show him. I’m getting all negative thoughts what if he doesn’t like the idea of being dad so early in our relationship, what if he ask me for abortion, what if he just agrees with me to keep the baby after my pleading and then cheat on me just because I’ll not be appealing like this in later stage of my pregnancy, what if….. my thoughts were running wild, I don’t know what to expect. I’m feeling like I’m back to square. I’ve been there, I was in similar situation before and that didn’t go well and I got scar of betrayal for lifetime.
I was in my thoughts when I felt someone touched my face and wiped my tears, then only realisation hit me I was crying silently and praying, history should not to repeat.
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