Chapter 1: The Day I Turned Eighteen
Averia’s POV
So today I'm going to be eighteen. What was it supposed to be like for me? I sighed heavily as I looked outside the window.
“Today, I turn eighteen”
I said. My day had started like every other day in Bloodstone Pack, quiet for everyone who mattered, and invisible for people like me.
I was awoken by not just any reality but by my harsh reality. I was an Omega.
I had woken up before dawn, the way omegas were expected to, long before the pack house stirred. It would be unfortunate for me if I decided to sleep.
The floor had been cold under my feet as I cleaned, scrubbed, and moved through halls that were never meant to remember my name.
My birthday had not been announced. No one had marked it. No one had needed to. Omegas did not get celebrations. We got work and that was simply our reality.
By midmorning, something had felt wrong in my body. Not sick, not weak, but off, like the air inside me had shifted and settled somewhere it did not belong.
“What's going on with me?”
I questioned myself as I went through the constraints. My chest felt tight. My hands had shaken as I carried trays.
My senses had sharpened in a way that scared me. The sounds were too clear and I found it unusual. The scrape of boots, the clink of weapons, the low voices of higher-ranked wolves speaking without concern for who overheard.
I had tried to ignore it. Ignoring things was how I survived. Then it hit me all at once.
“Mate, mate, mate”
The bond had awakened without warning, without permission, and without care for what it would cost me. But how and who?
I couldn't help but question myself. It had crashed into me like a storm breaking open inside my chest. In that instant, my eyes blackened and my entire body felt a strong surge enveloping me.
My breath had caught so hard I had dropped what I was holding. Pain had spread through my ribs, not sharp but heavy, pressing down until I had bent forward just to stay standing.
My wolf had stirred for the first time in a way that felt fully awake, fully aware, and terrified. This was the very first time my wolf had awoken but how and why?
Could it be the mate bond? But is it possible? I mean how? Could it be his scent? I sniffed.
Not someday. Not during the ceremony. Not when the pack decided it was time. Now. This couldn't be.
I had frozen where I stood, my fingers digging into the edge of a table as my heartbeat thundered in my ears.
Every omega was taught what this meant. We were taught young. We were taught to fear it. A bond was not safe for someone like me. It was a sentence.
Bonds were tools in Bloodstone Pack, used to strengthen power, alliances, and bloodlines. They were never meant to connect upward. Never meant to bind an omega to someone untouchable. I knew better.
The pull had come next. It had been undeniable, like a thread yanking tight inside me, dragging my attention in one direction no matter how hard I tried to resist it.
I had turned slowly, my breath shallow, my stomach sinking even before my mind accepted what my body already knew.
The pull had led straight to Alpha Kael Drayven. My Alpha.
“Noooo”
I yelled instantly. Thus couldn't be, of all people. Why him?
He was the most powerful wolf in the pack. The one whose presence controlled the room without a word.
The one who decided who mattered and who disappeared. The one omegas were trained never to look at directly.
I had felt him before I had seen him. Why was destiny this cruel to me? Just when I was lost in a dilemma, the bond had flared violently, sending another wave of pressure through my chest, as if something inside me had locked into place.
My wolf had gone completely still, frozen in instinctive submission and shock. I had tasted iron at the back of my throat as fear settled deep and heavy. I swallowed a bulge down my throat.
Across the training grounds, Alpha Kael had stopped moving. He had been in the middle of inspecting the warriors, his posture rigid, his attention sharp.
Then his head snapped up, his shoulders stiffening as if struck by something invisible. The air around him had shifted, thick and tense. I could see him, he felt it too.
“Alpha, what is happening to you?”
A voice rushed to his aid. Conversations around him had died instantly. Wolves had straightened, sensing something wrong.
I had watched his jaw tighten. His eyes had darkened. His hand had curled slowly into a fist at his side. He had felt it too.
I braced myself because I knew the reality of what was going to happen next was uncertain.
“What if they know it's you?”
A voice sounded imputing fear within me.
I had known it with terrible certainty. I cried silently because I knew what this implied.
The bond had stretched between us, alive and pulsing, refusing to be ignored. My knees had weakened, and I had forced myself to stay upright, knowing that collapsing would draw attention I could not afford.
Every instinct in me had screamed to run, but the bond had held me in place, pulling and anchoring at the same time. Someone nearby had muttered
“What’s wrong with the Alpha?”
Another voice had answered, low and uneasy
“I don’t know. But something’s off.”
I had backed away slowly, step by step, keeping my head down. My heart had pounded so loud I had been sure everyone could hear it.
I had known, even then, that this would not be hidden for long. Mate bonds were not quiet things. They announced themselves in bodies, in instincts.
As I retreated, the weight of what had happened had settled over me fully. The Mate Recognition Ceremony had not even begun and this was already a mess.
The bond had formed early, raw and unapproved, binding Bloodstone’s Alpha to its lowest-ranked wolf, me.
It had broken every rule the pack lived by. It had threatened the structure that kept omegas small and silent. And I had understood, with a cold clarity that made my hands shake, that the pack would not see this as fate. They would see it as a mistake. Or worse.
“What could this possibly mean for me?”
I whispered underneath my breath. Could it mean the my eighteenth birthday was the beginning of something I could not control?