Lost in amydala

Loud noises in the private club....making it hard to have a conversation with him .Dina looked at Cody across the room,chatting with a guest.Looking at her gesture she's trying to seduce Cody. Dina's attention drawn to the girl's hand on Cody's shoulder,making Dina hard to hold back herself.under the influence of two shots of vodka and gin she loses her state of mind. without any delay she rushed towards Cody,grabbed his hand and walked away.Taking him to another private room in the clubhouse.She pushed him in side the room and slammed the door behind her. "I have something to tell you,just stay there and listen to what I have to say."Dina stated.closed her eyes,taking a deep breath and.... "I love you!!!"She opened her eyes and looked at Cody's eyes. Cody shocked and numbness get to him.His face doesn't show any emotions. "I know this will makes us awkward,but i really want you to know how i feels. I'm sorry if this makes you uncomfortable.i won't force you to accept this.if you hate me for this I'll understand and accept it.but just as always i will support you in everything that you do.i just care about you "Dina still looked at Cody just to see his response was. Cody still sitting on the couch with that pokerface,not responding to anything that Dina had said.He look lost an absent-minded looking back blank at Dina.but he notices her waving tear in her eyes.Before she back him and walked away.Dissappeard behind the door leaving him alone in the room . Running down the corridor,she tries to cover her tears.Going through the entrance door that wide opened and stopped a taxi that passed by. "Hotel Magenta please."Dina said to the taxi driver. "ok miss."said the taxi driver and drove away. Arriving at the hotel entrance,she got out of the taxi and rushed into the hotel lobby and walked in an elevator,pushing the button up to her room level.once the elevator door closed she noticed her face is a mess.her eyes was beginning to swollen and her make up smudge on her face. "what????"she wipe her face with tissue. "what is going on?why?"she mumbled. The elevator door opened and she walk to her room.swipe her room card and enter.going straight to the bathroom,she open the shower tap and crunch down on her knees,holding it both with her hands.she cried out.hopping that it will comfort the emotional turmoil inside her heart. To many questions in side her mind.her tears went down with the water from the shower.suddenly she realised... she stood up and open her clothes reached the bath robe and put it on.looking for her cellphone and dial Sonia her assistant number. "Hello Sonia ,listen to what I'm going to say.i will e-mail you all the information for tomorrow interview session for the band.I have an emergency situation at home.so I'll fly back to Korea tonight.i want you to take over my job for the rest of the week.everthing that you need is in the email that I send.Do you understand me?" "Hello miss Dina,owhhh ok. I'll do my best."Sonia reply. "ok then.Thank you.if anyone ask for me just say that i have family matters to resolve."Dina ordered. "I'll understand that Miss Dina.have a safe journey back home."Sonia reply. After ended the call she opened her laptop and purchased a ticket back to Korea and sent an email to headquarters in korea informing that she wanted to take 7 day leave to settle in on family matters. "all done,now to pack my stuff."she started to organise her belongings. seeing all that her luggage has been packed.she walked out the room and going down to the lobby.At the lobby she walk to the reception desk and ask to check out.The receptionist swiftly click the computer and arrange for checking out. "can you help me call taxi to drove me to the airport?"Dina ask the receptionist. "sure,wait a second Miss."the receptionist picked up the phone and called for a taxi. "Thank you."said Dina. "You're welcome,this is your recipient. Taxi will be here in five minutes. please wait at the lounge, I'll call you when it arrives.Have a safe journey and please come again to our hotel."she pointed at the right side of the lobby. Dina heads to the lounge and sits at the corner just to find peace.A few minutes later a bell boy comes to her and asks for permission to take her luggage,her taxi has arrived waiting for her.she allowed him to do so.Dina walk out the lobby with heavy heart. the bell boy open the passenger side of the taxi and put Dina luggage at the trunk. "Thank you".Dina said to the bell boy. "You're welcome Miss,have a safe trip."He said back before closing the taxi door for Dina. "To the airport please."Dina said to the taxi driver. "yes,Miss".said the taxi driver. Taxi swift down the road leaving the hotel behind.the darkness of the night accompanying her along the way.Reflecting on her actions at the moments really makes her emotional drained.voice talking in side her head debating whether this is the best way to deal with the situation.avoiding facing Cody tomorrow,can she bear the thought of humiliation?. Arriving at the airport Dina hesitated for a second.whether to stay and face it or run away... Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath and exhale.withbheavy heart she move forward to the check in counter. "Good night Miss,how can i help you?" the officer said . "Good night,i already purchased online ticket back to Korea tonight.this is it QR code."Dina show her cellphone. Looking at Dina phone screen,he nodded and typing the number at his computer."can i have your passport and ID?" "this is my passport and ID."Dina gave her passport and ID to the officer. "This is your ticket and boarding pass.may i have you luggage?". "here you are ". handle her luggage to the officer. He tag the luggage and put in on the conveyers."Thank you for choosing our airlines,have a safe journey back home."He smiled. "you're welcome."Dina move on to the immigration clearance. She handed her passport and boarding pass to the officer in charge.He looked at Dina passport and asked Dina to come closer to the camera for facial recognition.All went well and she walked to the check in point for body and bags scanning.after that she walked pass the scanning mesin and go to the waiting lounge for boarding.finding a seat at the corner she tries to be positive.Maybe time will tell. It's like waiting for ages.taking a glance at the screen monitor in front of her. The announcement for boarding the plane to Korea eco through the waiting hall. Dina stood up and walk to the gate entrance.line up for entry, she's still got second thought's...but her feet still move forward.in side the plane she realised that it all over.finding her seats and sat quietly.gaze at the window, looking out.her mind blanks blended with the dark sky..her eyes shut down.. she's drowsy in the situation.soundly asleep all the way.. Arrived at the Incheon international airport,Dina set her mind on finishing her jobs at the office before her leave. walking toward the exit,she look at the airport taxi counter by the side door she ask for a taxi to her office.after registration and get her tiket.she walk out the airport.looking for her taxi number,among the line up taxis outside the foyer.moving toward it she open the door and hand over her ticket to the airport taxi driver.the driver open his door and trunk to put miss Dina luggage in.close the door and drove away. Along the way she stared at the sky through the taxi window.such a wonderful weather bright blue sky with little fluffy clouds..she opened the window, feeling the cool breeze through her face fresh,but hot.she forgot that it was already noon.suddenly.she chance her mind. "excuse me, change the route please.send me to Hans apartment duplex please." "owhh..ok miss." Her phone vibrating.looking at the screen it's Lisa,her BFF. "Hello Lisa,"Dina sound sad "Hei..what with the low tone?are you alright?" "it's nothing serious, I'm don't sleep well yesterday." "owhh... I'm going to remind you that this weekend mom makes something special.she likes you to come to her house at 6 pm this Thursday and don't forget to bring gifts. it's her birthday." "Alright,i already prepared her gift form US for her.im on my way to the company. got to go.talk to you later babe." "Hold on! you're already here?when? i thought you'd be back on Tuesday next week."Lisa anxiously waiting. "I'll tell you later."Dina hung up. The taxi has arrived at her apartment building.she step out the taxi and wait for the taxi driver to take her luggage from the trunk and handed it over to Dina.she bow and say thanks to the taxi driver.walking towards the main door,she was greeted by Mr.Lim the head of security.Dine bow down and greeted him back.before walk to the elevator push the up to number 7 floor button and wait for the elevator door to open.As the elevator door open she got out and headed to her apartment, unlocked the door she dragged her luggage in and went straight to her bedroom.looking around she eyeing for her briefcase. "aaahhhh!!!,she shake her head.. better shower first."she mumbled and walk to the bathroom. In the shower she stood still.her body started to shiver.snap out from lassitude,she open her eyes and reach for a towel.covering her body with it she step out from the bathroom.eventhough her body feel refreshed but her mind still space out from this hool situation. changing to a simple set of clothes she takes her briefcase and cellphone,walking out her apartment and walking toward the company building she work for the last 5 year's it jus 10 minutes walk from her apartment building. walking passed several buildings she reaches the company.entering the main lobby she was greeted by shi shi the friendly receptionist.she smile. "this is for you."Dina handed over a bag of goodies. "thank you miss Dina you're so kind."Shi shi smile and accept the bag ."owhhh nerfore i forgot.this just come in this morning."handed over an envelope to Dina. "I'm glad you liked it.thank you.she take the envelope from Shi shi and headed to the elevator.her step stop.turn to the left and start walking toward the stairs way. "i need this workout to ease my mind".she mumbled while climbing up the stairs way. Her office is just at the 5 floor so it's not that hard.reaching the 5 floor she exited the stairs way and walked along a narrow corridor.passing a few studio room.she stunned when she passed by cody studio,that where it all begins.Her harsh encountered with the savages Cody at that time.she shake her head and move faster towards the main office. scanning her staff id card to enter.she then walks to her desk and opens her computer to start working.then she hears a cheerful sound at the distance.The staff comes after the lunch breaks.supprise to see Dina at her desk,Mr.Lim quickly approaching her. "why are you back so soon I thought you would have to be in the US arranging the band schedule for the media promotions broadcast interviews for a week. "I have urgent family matters to attend so i come back first.the job at US i already gave Sonia the details.she will handling it." "that's so.okay then.I need to set up a meeting now.see you later."Mr.Lim tap Dina shoulder before heading to his room. Dina finished all her work and send an email to Sonia.asking her to assist her while she on leave.Then she goes to Julia desk.asking her to give an envelope to Cody when hes back at the company.exiting the office she once again pass Cody studio,this time she doesn't know what took over her.suddenly she realised she was in Cody studio.looking at the paperwork on the table she drawn to it..word on the notes. Regrets...no..no.. nothing can't compare it. trying to forgets it's hard then trying to hate become more harder. All the memorabilia linger in my head. acking my heart. Ambivalence in my souls. "Is this his new song?"Dina whisper in her heart. suddenly the studio door open.Dina startled."Owhhh...kamjagya..." "Sorry Miss Dina,i thought there's no one here.i should knock first."Aron apologise to Dina. "aahhh it's you Aron, it's ok.i just to preoccupied reading this note." "Mr.Cody doesn't like people touching his stuff.That's why it a little messy in here we only can clean up when he ask for it "Aron put some envelope on the dokumen tray beside the table. "I'm sorry,i don't know that."Dina put down the manuscript and walk out the room. seeing Dina walk out Arron bowed down and says."it nothing serious,just that I'm in charge of taking care Mr.Cody studio while hes on tour. Dina Turn around and bowed to Arron." I understand, thank you."she walk away.