Hidden Connection

We have an affair. And welcome to our darkest secret. – Shaden Delos Santos- a hot and handsome man- is a kind of person who doesn't care on everything. He wants it, he will get it. No one could ever stop him from getting something he wants, and that something became SOMEONE. A womanizer, who love s*x, who love playing around, is secretly admiring someone he didn't expect he would love for a long time. He f****d woman a lot, he goes out many times, he did everything just to stay away from her to stop himself because he know, it's not right. It's not right to admire and love his sister. He knows that Harmony Delos Santos, only sees him as her old brother. She's not thinking maliciously on everything Shaden's doing, on how Shaden took care of her, look at her, fetch her, kiss her in forehead, calling her baby, and spoil her. But Shaden didn't know, Harmony is also attracted to him. Shaden started feeling this strange feeling when he was 21 while Harmony is only in her 18. He doesn't know why and what happened. He just feel it. Now he's now 26, and still, he really want Harmony. "Bro, can you please help me here?", Harmony shouted while she's in the kitchen, preparing for dinner. Shaden suddenly appeared and stopped when he saw her sweating. Her sweats are falling and flowing on her deep collarbones and her slender neck, and it makes her more attractive than what she normally is. He's weak when it comes to this. Shaden cleared his throat and shooked her head, "Where's our maids anyway?" "I let them rest, they're tired. I volunteered to cook for us, since Mom and Dad won't go home."  That's one of her personality that Shaden really admire. She cares for everyone, she's nice, and a lovely person. "Okay. What do you want me to do?" "Here", she handed it to him and their skin touches, so Harmony simply pulled away. "Chop that bro." Everytime Harmony touches his brother's skin, everytime they're near to each other, she felt something. She's attracted, and she hates it because he's her brother for pete sake! She's doing everything to act normal in front of everyone 'cause it's a BIG mistake! "Stop calling me bro.", he bitterly said. "I'm just 3 years older than you." "But, I'm used to it." Shaden just sighed and chopped the pork and onions. They cooked their dinner and eat together. "Is it good?" "Yeah. Everything you cook is delicious.", Shaden answered proudly. Harmony secretly smiled. But, her smile vanished when she realized that she shouldn't smiling. Harmony! What the f**k are you smiling at?! Shaden's phone rang. "It's Dad.", he said. "Hey dad? Why? Business works? Okay. I'll take care of her. Bye." "Why?" "They aren't going home for a week." "Again?" "Yeah.", he nodded. After they ate, Harmony collected the plates and wash it. Shaden followed her again. He crossed his arms and leaned. "You need help?" "Nope. I can manage." But he didn't listen. He get the plates that Harmony's holding that's why their hands smoothly slid to each other. It's just normal gesture, but it felt different. He got the sponge from her and Shaden simply squeezed his hand to hers. Harmony blushed. "A-ahm finish that bro, I'll just take a shower." She fastly walked to her room. After closing the door, she held her chest and breathe hardly. "Relax Harmony, it's just a simple touch.", she talked to herself. When she finally calmed down, she took a shower. She's drying her hair using the towel and she frozed when she saw Shaden sitting on the edge of her bed. "O-oh?" He stood up and walked towards her while his eyes are straightly looking at her. While he is stepping forward, Harmony is stepping backward 'til she reached the wall and her back is on it. Shaden held her arms and caressed it smoothly that causes different feeling on her body. "What did you do to me my little sister?" "W-what do you mean?", she's confused.  "It's too hard to stay away from you.", he brushed her hair in the back of her ears. "Why do you want to stay away from me?", she bitterly and sadly asked. "Don't you like me as your sister anymore?" "I don't." Hearing those words from Shaden broke her heart. The thought that he wants to stay away from her because he doesn't want her as his sister was just so hard to accept. "But you always spoil me. You always took care of me. So why?", a single tear fell from her eyes and Shaden quickly wipe it. "Why are you crying?" "Because you don't want me as your sister.", she bowed a little. She can feel it even they were young, Shaden's keeping distance. "I have my reasons.", he caressed her cheeks while looking intently to her. "What's your reasons kuya? Tell me." "You don't wanna know babygirl.", he said. "I wanna know.", pagmamatigas ng dalaga. "You really wanna know?", Shaden comes closer. Their faces are in the same stage. She nodded. Her heart beats so fast when she felt Shaden's lips on hers. She didn't move, her eyes are fully open, shocked at the moment, and unbelievably thinking what's happening. Shaden's hands started moving from her hand, up to her arms, and to her neck. " I don't want you as my sister because of this.", he squeezed Harmony's cheeks to freely enter his tongue inside her mouth. This is why he is holding back himself. He wants to kiss her so bad. And because it is not right. His tongue roam around on Harmony's mouth, kissing passionately with longing, roughly caressing Harmony's back and pulled her closer to him.  So my brother is also attracted  to me?  Harmony didn't know what to do. She don't know where and what she will hold because of sensation. It's wrong, and they doesn't care if they're making a mistake. Her hands are in Shaden's neck. Harmony kissed him back that causes him more turned on. When it comes to this, he can't control himself. Harmony's body arched when Shaden left her lips and started licking her neck. "Hmmm", she moaned. "That's it, moan baby.", and he claimed her lips again- roughly, senselessly, and full of lust. The guy was ready to take off her clothes when Harmony jumped down from his hug. "Don't", she said. His eyes are full of pain and disappointment as he look at her. "Why?" "Just don't. Y-you're my brother.", she ran to the comfort room. She stared herself in the mirror while crying. f**k! I've control myself for too long, but I ended up like this? f**k Harmony, you just kissed your brother! Stupid! It's embarrassing! Shaden is walking frailly going to his room. A part of him was happy because he kissed the woman he want. But he felt guilty because of what he did. He punched the wall to express his anger to himself. What if she will stay away from me because of what I did? Why didn't I hold back myself? "f**k!" He sat down on his bed and brushed her hair frustratedly. "But, she kissed me back.", a smile appeared on his lips. I felt guilty for what I did, but knowing that you kissed me back, I know I have effect on you. "It's wrong, but I'm a person who gets what I want, and I want you Harmony."