Never Enough

"Diemon! I love you! I love you so much!" Jaxson said, but I didn't reply. I know he betrayed me. "Really?" I asked him. Ayokong malaman nya na alam kong niloloko nya ako. I want him to stay. I smiled at him and... "I love you too, so much." Niyakap ko sya at ngumiti ng masigla. "Your the best girl I've ever met. Stay with me no matter what happens, hmm?" Best girl? But he cheated on me. Funny. If I'm his best girl, Bakit pa sya naghanap ng iba? Am I not enough? "Jaxson, You love me right? Then you are willing to do anything for me?" I gave him my sweetest smile. Ngumiti sya at ginulo ang aking buhok. "Of course, anything for my love." I want to cry when I heard the word 'love', is that even true? Inihilig ko ang aking ulo sa kanyang balikat at tinanaw ang magandang buwan. "Then do me a favor," May butil ng tubig na tumulo mula sa aking mata. "Love me as much as you can, don't leave me alone, will you do that for me? I'm fvcking tired being alone, Jaxson, I'm fvcking tired." Hindi ko namalayan na sunod na sunod na pala ang luhang tumutulo mula sa mata ko. Call me desperate but like what I said, I'm tired. "Hey..." He touched my face as he wiped my tears. "I won't leave you, Diemon, I won't do that. I love you okay?" Ngumiti sya at niyakap ako nang mahigpit. Nang oras na iyon, pinanghawakan ko ang mga salitang iniwan nya. Hindi ko akalaing yung taong bumuo sayo, Yun din ang wawasak sayo.