The Perks of Being Heartless

Chapter Seven (to be continued)

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We spent the day having fun. After a long day, we decided to go back to the hotel to rest for a bit before we go out again at night. Baguio is one of those cities which shines beautifully at night. This place can really inspire you to write. I took out my pen and some paper then started to write what’s in my heart.

“Are you ready?” Russell asked me. He’s already wearing his jacket and jeans. Wow, he looks good. Uhmm, what am I saying?

“I uhmm… just give me a minute, okay?” I put my pen and paper back to my bag and started getting ready.

We went to this bar in Camp John Hay. There were already lots of people there and there’s a band playing. The bar has two floors that are well-lit like burning amber. There were some flowers and plants at the sides and some pop arts on the walls. Tables were placed inside and outside the bar. Kid chose a table outside. Russell sat beside me and Kid with Letti sat across us. We made our orders, and then waited for it to be served.

The food came in. We were having fun talking about anything. For some reason I keep looking at Russell’s face. His lips and the way he talks. It’s like my time just slowed down. Then the booze came and the drinking session started. Ugh! I hope I won’t get as drunk as last time. We clink bottles for a toast and the drinking starts.

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I don’t know what time it is. My head was spinning so fast that it feels like twisting and turning. What’s going on? I felt like I’m actually moving. But am I? I opened my eyes slowly. I saw streak of lights. I was still outside. Everything’s blurry. That’s when it dawned on me. I’m moving. And when everything became a bit clear, I realized that I’m saddled on Russell’s back! My head is resting over his right shoulder. My arms were blanketing his body. And my legs are wrapped around by his strong arms. How long was I out?

“Ugh… Russ…” I’m really moaning. He peeked and I heard him sigh.

“Don’t worry Alex… Ugh... we’re almost there. Hang on, okay?” I can hear him but I cannot answer him. My mind was twisted – blank slate. It’s like a computer that froze. I let him take me. Take me home Russell! Yey! Ugh... my head…

“Ugh... almost there… almost there…” I can feel him getting tired. He’s tired. But why is he still holding me? He could just put me down a bit and rest. But why did he kept continuing?

“Heeeyy… hekhek... ugh… Russell….” Darn! I can’t speak straight!

“Yeah!? What is it Alex?”

“Haff… Have…you ever met a... merlion… hekhekhek….” What am I saying?

“A what!?”

“A... merlion… tehee… you wanna meet a merlion… Russell?”

“Uhmm…. not sure Alex… ugh...what does a merlion do?” he adjusted his arms over my legs again. I can feel his hands massaging my butt. Uhh he’s touching my ass…. I’m letting Russell touch my ass….

“Well…..a merlion….does this….ggwwoorrkkk!!!” and I’m a merlion now. Food and acid were thrown out of my mouth like a fire spitting from a dragon.

“Oh Godddd! Alex, wait!” Russell screams as my vomit spurts out of my mouth and most of it oozes down on his jacket. Sorry Russell.

“Ugh… hello, merlion hehehe…” that’s where I lost consciousness.

I can hear everything. My eyes were shut but I could hear voices. I hear the busy lobby, the dinging of the elevator. I heard Russell puffing and huffing. I can feel his arms tremble. He’s really tired. As the elevator door opened, I felt him walking and shuffling. Then he went for the door.

I smelled the fragrance from our room. Yes, I’m back in our room again. He laid me to bed. I’m still drunk as f**k. I can’t move. I hear the gushing of water from the bathroom.

“Hey… hang on, okay? Hang on…” he said in a very worried way. I’m worrying you again, huh Russell? I’m such a klutz! An i***t!

I felt a lukewarm towel brushing on my forehead. Hmmm, it felt good. It was brushing down my nose, my cheeks, my chin, and even at the back of my ears. I partially opened my eyes and I saw Russell’s worried face. He keeps wiping vomit and dirt off my face and down to my neck. Oh my! This man just carried me over from the bar. Where are Kid and Letti?

Somehow, my arm still has some strength left and I reached over his beautiful face.

“Alex…” he stopped washing my face and he smiled.

“Sorry… Russell…” I keep brushing my thumb over his cheek near his nose. He held my hand gently.

“It’s okay, Alex. How are you feeling?

“I’m... uhuggkk!!” s**t! I’m going to throw up again! Russell knew this and he helped me get up then assisted me to the sink.

There on the sink, I threw everything up. He kept on rubbing my back as I kept on vomiting. This is embarrassing. I’m done! I’m a freaking disgrace! This is so f****d up!

“I’m sorry Russell... I’m sorry. This is just…” My eyes were already watery. Gosh! I can’t help it.

“Hey, its fine, Alex. It’s okay. It’s okay.” He embraces me tightly. His body is so warm. Even if I can smell my vomit over his shirt, I felt comfortable in his arms. I feel like I want to stay there for as long as I can. I embraced him back, held his body tight against mine.

“I think you need to take a shower to freshen yourself. I’m going to leave you for a moment, okay?”

“Yeah… okay…”

He held my cheeks and lifted my face. Both his warm hands cupping my cheeks and I’m staring at him. His lips… his gorgeous lips.

And that’s it. Finally, his lips met mine… Our lips, locked together. His manly breath, I can feel it.

“Mmm…” I moaned. Our kiss lasted for a couple of minutes. I don’t know how long. Then he looked at me again. He smiled at me. I’m blushing all over. This man is making my heart beat so fast!

“Alex….”

“Yes?”

“Your mouth tastes like vomit.”

Shit! He actually said that and ruined the romantic moment.

“Idiot! If it tastes like vomit then why bother kissing me, you moron!”

“Haha! It seems like your energy is coming back. Okay, I’m going to let you have a moment here Alex. I’ll be outside this door, okay?” I stick my tongue out as he smiled. That stupid i***t! Argh! Darn him!

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After I have freshened up, I think my body was starting to recover. I still felt dizzy though, and my chest is still heavy but I’m more aware now. As I stepped outside the bathroom, I saw Russell on the bed just lying there. Ugh! He has no shirt on and is only wearing his shorts. Doesn’t he feel cold? Last night, he was trembling but now it looks like he’s resting on a hot beach.

I was wearing a silk nightie and short. I went up to the bed and I moved closer to him. Hmmp! He’s really sleeping. I can hear soft snores from him. Hmmm, those lips though. Just a few moments ago those lips were touching my lips. Oh, Russell… what am I going to do with you? You look so vulnerable.

Somehow I bit my lip and I leaned over to him. And there, I kissed his lips again. Hmm… that feeling… that soft, warm feeling of his lips brushing over mine. I can’t take it. I can’t help it!

I continued kissing him! Seriously?! I’m literally kissing Russell while he’s asleep! Then I felt his lips move. It’s pushing mine back. Then I pushed back. Mmm, this feeling… it feels good. His eyes opened slowly and his hand started to caress my nape and my shoulder. The kissing intensified. I’m breathing heavier now. The excitement is just overwhelming!

He held my head and my shoulder then pulled me towards him. I changed position and I went up his body. My groin resting over his manhood and I leaned forward to meet his lips again. My God! What am I doing?

His hand is caressing my back. And his other hand starts going in to my breast. Oh no….I feel ticklish! I tried to stop his hand from reaching my breast but it’s too late. He cupped my breast and rubbed his thumb over my n****e. Oh s**t! This feeling… I can feel it. I didn’t wear my bra and he is really rubbing my n****e!

Our kissing turned more erotic now. He pushed his tongue inside my mouth. I have no idea what to do so I opened my mouth, wider. He stopped kissing me and stared at my face.

“Stick your tongue out, Alex…” he said in a warm voice. I stick it out and he suddenly sucked it!

“Mmm!” I moaned as he sucked on my tongue ever so gently! I’m starting to feel good down there. I think his manhood is pushing itself on to mine.

He pushed me on the bed, and now he is on top of me – his whole body against mine, our faces just inches apart, our eyes locked together as if we are trying to read each other’s thoughts. “I love you, Alex,” he said. Somehow, I knew he was going to say that. I smiled at him sweetly.

“I love you too, Russell…” I whispered then our lips met once again.

He held my hands and placed it over my head, his hips grinding over mine. His bulging manhood is rubbing over my groin. Aah…. it felt so good. I instinctively spread my legs wider. I saw him take his boxers off. He held my shorts then pulled it away. Oh s**t! He can see me now. My nakedness, my womanhood!

He looked at it with great pleasure. His eyes were like burning hot coal as he looked at me directly.

“I want you Alex… I want you,” he said.

“Then take me… all of me,” I answered and he smiled sweetly. He positioned himself between me and I felt something poking on my sweet spot.

“Are you ready, Alex?”

“Yes…” I muttered. I’m scared. I’m so scared. I’ve never been this scared before.

Then he thrust! I moaned loudly as a sharp pain exploded inside me. He thrust again. I held his arms tightly. s**t! Why is it so painful?

“Are you okay? You want me to stop?”

“N-no! Just be gentle—" My voice was shaking. It’s so painful but I don’t want it to end there.

He backed away and thrust again, and again, and again. As the minutes passed by, the pain started to fade away. My moans began to feel hotter. My sweet spot started to feel wetter. Oh, God… he’s really inside me. Russell’s manhood is inside me! And I’m feeling it. I’m feeling it good.

“Aleex... ugh...” Russell moaned. It’s so erotic. I’ve never heard him like that before. He’s giving it his all, and I’m taking everything. I took every pounding he did on my groin. It’s so good. It’s so good!

As his thrusts began to move faster and harder, I felt something really good building up inside me. Oh my God! It’s coming! I felt like I wanted to take a break but it was so good that I just couldn’t! My body tightened. I hugged him and my nails dug against his back.

“Oooh… my God… Russell… aahh—I’m gonna—aahhh!” I couldn’t finish my sentence. Something exploded inside of me. My whole body just shattered in pure ecstasy and my hips trembled as he thrust harder making the bed as if it’s about to give up any second.

I held him. I kissed him. Yes, this man… he’s mine. All mine. My Russell… my dearest love.

We shared our intimate moments together that night. The room was filled with moans as we’re entangled in pure bliss and love. This is it for me. I found him. And he found me. Finally, we are one.