The Perks of Being Heartless

Prologue Sunday, July 31, 2017 I squeezed my eyes to stop the tears from running on my cheeks, but my eyes began to blur and I started to shiver as the sobs I've been trying to contain broke out violently. Yes, I'm crying. The oh-so-great Alex with a “stone heart” is now pathetically crying. I stood up and screamed loudly as I can, hoping that it would erase the pain. I violently threw all the things my hand touches. Why did I let him break down my walls?! Why did I let him change me?! It was never part of my plan, but why did everything ended up this way?! Stupid Alex! This is what you get! Now, your heart is torn into pieces. You suck big time because of that damn love. I stopped my ireful self when I saw my reflection in the mirror. My eyes screamed pain, hatred, and… love? What the f**k, Alex?! I looked like hell and it infuriated me. But what angers me more is the hope I saw in my eyes! I saw a girl I no longer know. This is not me. This is not the Alexandria Mercado I used to be. I closed my eyes and the memories of that night started flashing in my mind.