[Ryan] Work was getting hectic and tiring since I had been released from the hospital. I was learning something new everyday and having new task added to my list of things to do before the day is done. I was making amazing money, so I was not going to complain. I now understood why I got paid so much, this job entailed a lot. I made monthly payments on the house I wanted to move into. I loved my new car because it was mine. I knew I wanted a truck, but I was trying to manage my expenses and work on my wants after my needs. I felt the need to move soon because we were becoming to dependent on each other for my liking. I wanted to grow with Jace, but I wanted to build myself up as well. I needed space to make sure I did not become toxic to him. I had not brought the house ba

