The very First day!
As I am standing in front of the mirror , getting myself ready for the very first day of college , I can't help but think about why people really want to fall in love. I know if this question was asked by me few months ago, I guess I got a positive answer, but now after knowing the harsh reality and the truth of it , the option is to stay away because for me now, love is just a time pass, but now I don't have time to pass like this. I have many goals and things to achieve in life and I promise myself that whatever the circumstances will be I never find myself in this zone again.
"Naina, hurry up or else you will be late on the first day of college.",Mom said.
"Mom ! The college starts at 8am , I still have ample time to get ready.", I said .
"But it's already 6:15 am when you eat breakfast and reach college. I really don't know how will you manage college life on your own .", Mom said .
"Okay coming!", I said in a frustrated way.
I guess my mother will not stop shouting on me ,how much I get bigger for her I also will be a her 1 month old baby whose is has adopted , ya I am adopted wait a minute did I introduce myself to you I guess no! So firstly let me introduce myself. I am Naina Singh. I am 18 years old and recently I had a very bad break up with my boyfriend c*m best friend because he needed to have s*x. Yeah you heard it right , and after I disagree with him he said that I don't trust him. When did s*x become a symbol of trust ? So when I disagreed with him he just spread a rumour about me that I didn't have a v****a, supid na ? I know, but this is only thing that could he think . You know people portray relationships like commitment to s*x, but it's not that being in a relationship and commitment to s*x are two different things. If I am in a relationship, I am in a relationship, I need that my partner to support me, not force me. I want my partner to listen to my point too, not only putting his point. But I don't think today's generation will know these things . So I might get late if I continued it further so I, packed my bag and took my metro card from the table near me . I said bye to my mother and closed the door behind me as I stepped out of my house I said to myself congratulations on the new chapter of my life . I crossed the road and headed over to the metro station. I inserted my card and
Waited for about 10 min for the metro to came , so I guess today was the lucky day because inspired of working hours I got an empty seat after 5 minutes. I guess I reached my stop and took the tax and took the e rickshaw from the metro station to my college while I am sitting on an e rickshaw I boy with a white cap and big black hoodie sitting next to me I wasn't able to see his face but from his appearance anyone could say he is hot , yeah I said I will not fall in love but not stop looking on husband boy. In all the e rickshaw ride I wanted to talk to him but he was too busy, listening to music that I listen he barely noticing me that someone is sitting next to him. It was a bit satisfying to see him enjoying the music 10 minutes I reached my stop and checked my pocket for the change but I didn't have the change. I have 500 rupees note and rickshaw didn't have the change deep down in my mind I don't want to go to the near shops and ask about the changes, but thanks to the hoodie boy, he finally noticed and said the driver that he will pay. It was cute.? But from his expression it more looked like he is getting late that my he did this , I want to ask his number, but till the time I got the guts to speak the e rickshaw was moved on while entering to the college I kept asking what was his name? did he work near ? Will I be able to meet him again? I want the answer to all these questions so badly.