Cupid, game!

Ten years ago, I was a good player not with any sports but with something riskier than losing a billion in gambling. I play with hearts. Yes, ridiculous isn't it? But that was my life when she gamble us, I treat everything as a game, falling is the game crying is the price. However, life became upside down, the moment I saw her emotionless eyes and lifeless stare. That's when I realize, I can't really trust Cupid. He uses the reverse card in every situation. I thought we're done playing but we aren't he's just planning for his big next move. And the piece he used is HER. I dared play with Cupid's precious gem called LOVE, now he use his beast called PAIN. And believe me, when he did, I end up losing everything. My pride, ego. My hatred and pain fades but.... I found new love when Cupid uses the reverse card, he uses his beast in disguise of his precious gem. I was fooled. No, I am a fool. She was never Cupid's gem, from the start she showed me the Cupid's beast but my heart never believes. I never believed. I was fooled by myself and that's when I lose. I lose the game, I was the one who started. Cupid is the controller, she is the game changer and I was the game....they played.