Against All Odds

she is a sixteen year old asian girl who lives in the most crowded city called Dhaka. "SARAAAA! wake up...you little bitch...what do you do all night..?MAAGI ( a name called meaning p********e).why does it take this long for you to wake up?" - her mother shouts. it may seem to someone if she is her real mother or not. guess what she is.it is nothing new for Sara. its a everyday story. Her mother has a bipolar disorder and she most of the time gets really abusive to her kids. Sara has two other sisters one elder, one younger. she wakes up and starts to get ready for school. School is the only place where she can escape from reality.Her father doesn’t care much about anything. He seems to ignore all the troubles these kids go through. moving on... i am Sara. i am living a dual life. no one knows my reality outside my family. everyone thinks that i am a perfect little happy teen, but no one knows the ugly little secrets that lie within me. My days start with my own mother's abuses. yet i act like i heard nothing. today i am wearing a blue school uniform with a white crossbow in front. hair done with two pony tails with white ribbons.with my brown complexion and malnutrition thin body I used look different from others. But though I have a thin body, my boobs are bigger than they should be, which makes me look very attractive in my uniform. In Indian society having a dark complexion is a curse. The whole society will remind you how you are not up to the standard of beauty. But I think I am quite attractive. At least the man around me finds it hard to not notice me. I have been noticed all my life by perverts and not perverts. but i am beyond all these. unlike other teenagers I know they are just after the s****l pleasure they seek. I only look forward to being independent, So i can be untouchable by anyone, any words. So no one can look down on me. But in this society, they will never understand my circumstances. they will never understand why i am tired or why I can't smile sometimes. No one will rescue me from my little piece of hell. So be it. No one would know the real me.every one would think of me as an arrogant little b***h. but i am a sexy little teen who is living a dual life with two realities. so am I crazy as well...? who knows...may be.