Forgotten

Lilly got up at five as she did every morning she no longer needed an alarm as her body was no used to this routine she slowly blinked awake she would always lay there for a few miniatures allowing her self just that little time to wake up and think about something other than work or school although unfortunately for her her life didn’t really consist of that much else so she only needed those few minutes. She pulled her self out of bed and quickly got dressed in what ever she could find in the dark the house had no electricity and although the shack wasn’t the worst placed they had lived she really did miss being able to turn on the light in the morning to get dressed even with her werewolf vision it was difficult she slowly opened the door to her room and Piered out into the living room being care full to miss the floor boards that creaked she looked out at the small room with bare wooden floors a small rug Lilly had found in a dumpster and an old Green leather sofa that was already here when they had moved in 3 months ago, Lilly found a lot of her furniture That way either they had found it in one of the many places that they had lived or she had seen it being thrown out, in there last town Lilly had found a used mattress that only had a few stains on and she was delighted not to have to sleep on old blankets on the floor anymore. Lily walked further into the room and could smell him before she even saw her Farther in a heap on the sofa passed out The sent of alcohol was thick making lily hold her breath. She tried her best to be quite sneaking into the small out of date kitchen to grab some water and a bucket She placed both on the floor next to her father and rushed out the door.  As she rushed out she glanced back at the mess of a man passed out and thought back to when she was younger her father had not always been like this although she did not have very many memory’s of their time as part of the blood moon pack she did remember her farther being one of their warriors he was barely home off fighting for the pack but when he was he was very caring towards my mother his mate and me this all changed tho when my mother died suddenly i can not remember how and my father would always get a very angry when i spoke of her but after that he was never the same he began to drink and he was a angry all the time eventually after disobeying the alpha we were kicked out they had showed him mercy in letting us become rouges as his mate had died and in normal cases if you disobey the alpha they would kill you on the spot. My father would go on rants when he was drunk about how we were better off without a pack and tell me horror story’s about them selling young she wolfs to other alphas and how they would make into a slave if the ever caught me. After hearing what is was like to be apart of a pack lily was glad to be a rouge life hadn’t always been easy but she was sure things would be worse for her inside a pack, that’s why when she turn sixteen last year and her wolf had not shown she felt a great sense of relief as she felt she fitted more in with the humans anyway as she had spent a lot more time apart of their world.