The beginning
Ell's POV
As soon as I get out of their face,my tears are racing down from my eyes.I hate this feeling! I hate them! But I hate him more! How come he did this to me?I became the sweetest and the most understanding girlfriend that I could be.What the hell did he ask for more?More liberation?More thrill?Is that what he wants? He wants somebody where he can do whatever he wants?at any time and anywhere?Well,i'm sorry! I'm not that kind of girl! I don't want to! I don't want s*x to take over our relationship because I'm not yet ready!
Maybe I'm too old-fashioned, I want us to settle down and get married first before I give it to him. I'm taking care of that so that when we're both ready, I'm ready to give everything, but I guess I'm the only one who's hoping.
That's what my mind says.But my heart,It says one thing,I still love him.
He was my first boyfriend, we've been together for almost five years now,And any time that he asks me for marriage, I'm very ready to say "Yes", because I'm already sure about him but obviously I was wrong.
This isn't the first time that I found him cheating with me.
At first I saw text messages of girls saying "I love you,I miss you,Great time with you, and other sweet things,but when I asked him he just said that only. His friends,cousins and it made no sense and of course I believed him because I was to blind for my love for him.
On the second time,I saw him in the restaurant with a girl.I follow them and saw their kisses on the cheeks,I came on their face and confront them,He drag me outside the restaurant and says don't make a scene,he says to me confidently that it was just a friendly date and that friend just came home from New York and they just miss each other because I love him,I still believed him.
Once is enough,
Twice is too much.
I'm too blinded myself for the relationship I've been taking care of for five years,but this time I'm done listening,all the lies .I caught them in the act. Inside his apartment unit how else could he deny it?
My friends always tell me that it's too much. but I still chose to believe that we were in love. But I was wrong, I was very wrong, because in our five years I was the only one who loved.
Because I'm so sad, because I don't have a place to go to, I don't want to go to my friends, I know they'll just scold me because they've been telling me for a long time to wake up to the truth but I'm not listening and I've waited for it to get to this point, I don't want to go home and face my family that they will know that the man I loved has been cheating on me for a long time.
So I went to the bar even though I wasn't really doing it, because I couldn't really think of anything to go to, I wanted to get drunk now even if it was just now.
Before I entered the bar, the first thing I did was wipe the tears that were still flowing down my cheeks. I didn't want to look pitiful.
When I entered, I immediately looked for an available stool at the bar counter and sat there. At the same time I ordered the strongest drink they have there. I don't know anything about alcohol so I just asked for the strongest one they have.
"Ma'am, are you sure? It's hard. It's not a ladies' drink." Said the bartender at the bar counter
"Yes, give me five glasses, please. Thank you." I answered him, I don't know how strong that is because I really want to get drunk right now.
"Okay." And he poured five glasses, and placed them in front of me."Ma'am, take it slow when drinking." reminded the bartender
"thanks." that's all I said and immediately drank the one glass in front of me.
There are already a lot of people in the bar. The music is loud. I looked at the dance floor and saw that it was full of men and women doing dirty dancing. I don't know if they are lovers or flirt mates like I saw earlier, anyways, I don't care, when I take a second glass, I feel that my body is getting hotter.
Troy's POV
I'm a billionaire bachelor,I have a strong personality, I'm a certified playboy,a certified casanova to be exact. Everyone says I have everything in the world,But everything changed when I met her.She was the first girl I thought to be my serious girlfriend to be and days ago I just thought of asking her to marry me because I'm pretty sure about her and about us.But I don't know why she broke up with me,what the ducking wrong with me that causes her to unloved me.
I hate her,I hate how easily she can end this relationship with us,but I hate myself more.How come I didn't notice that there's something wrong? I can't accept that she will leave me, a Troy Monte n***o will be left by a woman.
I was on my knees earlier when he suddenly made me stand up and said "The problem is not yours, it's mine, I'm not ready yet." I didn't do anything because her decision was complete, I Will not chase a woman for my entire life.
So I went to the bar where my friend owned it, I sat on the stool at the bar counter and I signaled to the bartender to give me what I always drank. That was the strongest drink I knew at the bar. The bartender immediately poured it into my glass and I drank it immediately. I just faced the dance floor to find a girl I knew.
I turned the stool I was sitting on to face the bar counter again to drink another glass, before I could finally face the bar counter my eyes caught a woman on my side who was waving four glasses one after the other, the same as mine. I just grinned and shook my head, and I also poured a glass of wine and sipped it.
The alcohol is already affecting my body. I looked again at the woman on my left and I saw her staring at the dance floor. After a while, she stood up and walked in the opposite direction to the dance floor and danced there. She didn't know what movement she would do. When she was imitating another girl who was also dancing, it was obvious that she was already drunk, the strap of his dress was already on his arm.but she just keeps dancing and doesn't seem to know it, she seems to be enjoying it.
"Do you know that?" I pointed to the woman at the same time as the bartender.
"No sir, This is the first time I saw her." He answered me.
I clinked a glass again and I came closer to her, To the crazy woman who was still dancing on the dance floor.
"Can I fix this? I whispered to her while pointing to the strap of her clothes.
She heard me and she stopped. She looked at me, her eyes seemed to be spinning. Because her eyes were dark. She suddenly smiled at me and answered.
"Sure! Fix it all you want!" and it danced again.
After I fixed the strap of her dress, she spoke suddenly and smiled foolishly,"You will dance with me, right?" I smiled because this girl is fast, but I also nodded to her and held her waist.
Ell's POV
My head is turning upside down, but I want to enjoy this night and finally I'm free! free from burdens he might cause when this didn't happen. I stand up from where I'm sitting and walk towards the dance floor. I don't know how to dance, but I look at the other girls around me,I follow their movements and I find myself enjoying the dance and the music. I didn't have the chance to experience this because I tried to be a perfect and conservative girlfriend, but oh well, I'm single now and I'm free to be myself and do whatever I want!
I dance and dance harder, I'm trying to figure out if I'm still attractive, If guys still see me as sexy, I want to prove something to myself, Because really? To this day, I still can't accept why he left me for someone else.
I continued dancing, giving my sexiest move. Then someone came in my face and whispered in my ears, "Can I fix this?" pointing to the strap of my dress And I looked at him, I examined his face, his nose is perfect, he has these beautiful and white teeth, thin lips and sparkling eyes, a very perfect face of a man, so I smiled at him and answered "Sure! Fix it all you want!" Then I danced again.
I remembered a thing that I wanted to know and so I smiled my sweetest smile and I said to him,"You will dance with me, right? He looked surprised a bit but smiled back and nodded at me. He held my waist ,I put my arms around his neck and we danced.We danced naughtily with the beat of the music,but the music suddenly changed into a more powerful and sexy music to dance.
He held me tighter and pulled me closer to him,And I also do the same thing.We almost embrace each other.My face rests on his chin,And I can feel his breath on my hair.His masculine fragrance makes me drunk and so I pull him closer to mine. His cheek on mine, and mine to his as we dance sexily. We stayed in that position through the time, I'm really drunk and I'm feeling drowsy at the moment, I need someone to lean on.
the music stopped, he held my hand and we went to the bar counter, I saw him paid for his drinks and mine. He looked at me and smiled, "Let's move to my place? Will you come with me?" and he smiled at me, that smile you can't refuse so I answered him "Yes, Of course." and I smiled. He held my hand and we walked out of the bar. I just let him do what he wants to do with me. I don't care what people think. Honestly with what happened to me, I feel comfort when he touches me.So let a strangers touch me,hug me and comfort me.We stopped on a parking lot,
I heard him say,"Get on board, Well do to my place." and I got on board. I'm really sleepy and I want to sleep at this time of the day. When he got on board, he took my seat belt first. Before I fell asleep I heard his whisper. "Sleep well, later we will be exciting." but I didn't pay attention to that because of my sleepiness.
I looked at my watch and saw it was already 3:00 in the morning. I looked around and found myself inside a room, lying in a soft bed, an elegant black and gray room, very masculine. At first, I was like, where the hell am I? But then when I remembered that I came with a strange man, I stood up and went outside the room to look for him. I saw him drinking on the balcony. I think he heard me because he looked in my way. He smiled at me,A gorgeous smile and offered me a drink.