Whispers of the Soul

You caught my attention in the most unique way. You snuck up on my mind with the things that you said. More important than roses, no gift could impress me more than the emotion your words have addressed in me. You may never find out of my mental desire to just get lost in your thoughts. You arouse and inspire me. I got lucky when I fell upon your page, now you're the main character. Welcome to my stage.. I'm Failing.. I'm sorry I'm failing, can't deny the truth, my priorities got twisted, lost in this abuse, Drugs came first, it's such a sad state of affairs. Ya'll should'nt never have to suffer, it's more than I can bear. I know I'm slipping, my grip is getting weak, but I promise ya'll this pain ain't what you seek. I'll fight for redemption, find a way to break free, Ya'll deserve better than this mess that's consuming me. I see the hurt in ya eyes, it really f*****g tears me apart. My irresponsibility tearing us apart, but know that deep down, my love still remains true, hard to belive but oh so true. I'll gonna make amends and prove my devotion to both ya'll.!!.. It's hard to admit how much I let you both down, but through these struggles, hopefully love rebounds. I'll rise above this darkness that clouds my mind, and give ya'll the care and support ya'll deserve to find. No more excuses or empty promises made, I'll put in the effort to fix the mistakes that I made. So forgive me for all the times I've gone astray. Because your happiness matters more than any high ever could.