When the queen loves

Love outside the box

Perhaps I want to explain something that does not accept explanation, and maybe I want to tell something that is difficult to express, but I am definitely thinking of something that does not accept thinking about the relationship of a man and woman and the exchange of emotions between them. In a supernatural way, and unlike the usual.

she will be like a tyrannical queen in the kingdom of love, and she will be the final commandment in the parish and the people, which will then be represented in her feelings and emotions.

Which I feel and hate your power that you impose on me in your relationship with me, so I stay as you are indifferent to keep loving you because if you love me I will run away from you, I hate mutual love because it only gives birth to children, headaches and nights of social yawning

The queen woman in love with her can say to the man she loves or who gives her the feelings that she feels because in this case she does not love him but loves the feelings that she feels, she says to him stay as you are indifferent far so that I love you and to remain the impossible man in my life who fuels my longing and I keep on hovering Around the forbidden tree and look at the coveted apple because when I bite the apple I fall asleep

You will believe me when I tell you that I love the same moment, I love the same situation, I am not you, I do not adore you! You are far from my imagination, far from my life ,, but it is the state, the feeling ,, that it is the one that remains .. and you do not disappear.

I now hear the groan of your questions and I see it with eagerness and amazed by your gazes and you ask me why and how? Do you know why? Because this feeling is sincere to me, this moment is sincere, not deceptive at all ,, but you are the traitor, you are treacherous, angry, ignorant ,, I really do not want you, no, I want you at all.

I want the same honesty The same sincerity, the same tenderness, and the same warmth, that it is the warmth of the moment, its sincerity and innocence, which your hands have not tainted nor killed by your cruelty, nor have your stubbornness or your stupidity slaughtered them, or your pride, so that you move away and stay far away, in the farthest place and the farthest corner of The pillars of time, and hiding from my eyes will disappear forever.

Even if we had a share of meeting, I do not want that, I do not want it at all, because in my eyes you are nothing more than a pile of burning ash that was a fire in one day and then it went out .. I am nothing more than a painting sold for I lowered the prices after the painter spent an era drawing and coloring them, and then suddenly I felt disappointed, a candle sacrificing herself to light a blind room ! How hard it is to find out, suddenly, too late ... you have always dealt with similarities! Semi-loved ones ... semi-friends... or even semi-men ... It is a very bad feeling.

You tried to make me a queen in your cold, snowy palace, but I preferred to be a tramp in the wilds of my freedom . I have realized that there is nothing real and constant in my life with you ... nothing but ghosts...the likes of things ... and semi-feelings ... and semi-situations ... Just don't change ... this is how I am with you man!

You are very far from me, but far from what your imagination imagines, and larger than your memory can accommodate, it is true that we did not separate, but we will never meet! ,, So stay the moment .. and immortalize the feeling .. But as for you, I beg you, Please I swear to you with all your dearly that you go far and do not leave me alone, go leaving behind you the pulse of feeling and the warmth of moments.

It was a little, yes, a few .. but it is very many, as much as it is less .. very long as much as it is short , very warm despite the cold that surrounded it !!! And do not be surprised by my demands .. Do not be surprised at all.

Remember that this feeling and that warmth .. One day you came running and hit on the rock of your stubbornness and slaughtered his sincere moments under the struggle of the sword of your lying and elusiveness. and this warmth of this feeling in the frost of your fear and cowardice ... I have rectified all fractures ... and cured all diseases and ailments ... until I recovered completely from you. from your ignorance, from your prayer, from the darkness of your heart ... Please ... Do not put yourself or put me in this critical situation .. I am no longer I want you .. and you no longer find any benefit or harm in your pleas for me ... Even a feeling of pity, I feel sorry for you! Even this feeling is you.

You do not deserve it .. I no longer need you. And it no longer means anything to me ... My advice to you is to keep what is left of your face and move away from me ... How difficult is the need for a person you do not mean or no longer mean anything to him.

Trust me. I tried a lot to communicate with my feelings in order to be satisfied with you ..I tried to respond to her pleas to forgive and forgive, or even approach, even one step, but to no avail ..but in the end I let down those feelings and repeated them disappointed, dragging the trails of defeat and disappointment ... (I overcome reform in my soul Because you are satisfied with you) it no longer has a place for her .. I drove her out of my heart from my heart. .and from all that I have expelled him without return.

In fact, I no longer find in you my pleasure or my sluggishness or my comfort You no longer amuse me with those little things that used to comfort me on the day of your absence, if on the day of our meeting or meeting together ... My dear, you lost the battle, its smell to me ... Let it get out of it reprehensible and trashed forever and eternity.

I did not used to lose, no matter what I was agonized and no matter how lost my paths .. victory is always your ally in the end ... very sad because I see you ignorant of the truth that I knew. .What is the hardest thing for someone who knows the truth alone. .Will who knows who does not know .... I wish you that You realize that one day.

So it is better for a person to be miserable and knowledgeable .. than to be happy and deceived! Why do I see you looking at me silently like an i***t? Were you surprised by my words ... did my statements scare you or did you want me in pieces?

You bring it together and that I always need you ... This is what you want and what we wish for. .but what is this?... (I still remember my heart directing you safety) is different between what you want and between true love and giving ... Don't you see with me that the gap is wide between both of them!!!

A difference between what you want and what I am aiming for .... We are two parallel lines, each of us is going in a different direction .. It is true that we did not separate, but we will never meet! I prefer to live in the shade .. I prefer to live immersed in this life .. but more than that, it makes me happy to find for myself a small corner or a small corner in any spot

On the earthly ball and sank among its walls, happy and carefree, being away from you. .I am proud of my freedom, which released my hands from your heavy chains and freed me from it...so that I may be buried or buried, or even on the side lines ..but I am happy. My freedom is free.

My wings flutter in the sky of my freedom that I fought in Its path until its sun shone and its rays filled with light in my life... No, now my serenity does not disturb your absence, your stubbornness, your vanity, or your cowardly pride! The thunder. The important thing is that I found myself...

The beginning stumbled my feet as I searched and searched, and I found a light that would illuminate me from afar and fill myself and my soul together with the glowing light ... and then I asked myself one question? Are there things to talk about Our life is only one time? Then do not be repeated after that .. Does a person see the reality of things sometimes at the end of the hallway from the corridors of this harsh time? This has already happened .. you know when?

One day I thought that I could see everything, but in fact I did not see anything !!!! And after I fell into the abyss of your hell .. and at that moment I asked myself a question that he had to ask? where am I now ? At the bottom ... Yes, at the bottom ... and my soul laughed at me sarcastically saying: Good ... at least we will not fall again.

And what is after the bottom? !! Then I approached me with scathing sarcasm and the showers of anger were raining from the sky of your dark eye while you objected to All my words and deeds ... and mockery of everything I say and what he does Then I asked you to put help for my story with you, so you sighed restlessly and burned my face with the sighs of your scorching summer breath.

I surprised you, my swift and anxious answer quenched the thirst of confusion on your lips, and before you spoke I told you that the best title for this story farce is (a wrong idea).

Oh oh this degree I thought that a wolf could be a meek lamb! To this extent, she denied the truth and believed the lie! What a well-crafted trick ... you've seen the faux colors a true heaven! And I didn't think it was nothing more than a peel or a raging inferno mask! I laughed so much that my throat shook and my laughter mocked me ... Then I laughed and laughed so much that my tears flowed ... and the mocking laughs mixed with pain! Dust mixed with water ... and fire with air ... I remember this day,before you ask me. .I will answer you .. It is the day you come confident that the step will walk a king to tell me in one way or another that you will live in a house next to and near me,We thought from you that I would fly with joy about this news,What a mockery of fate.

I don’t know a mockery of fate From you or from me? It is true that you are breathing the air that I breathe. And you live in the neighborhood in which I live,and you pass by the street in front of my house, it is true, it is all true, I do not deny it ... You have become very close to me. .but as far as you are near me, you have become far from me ... you are already present, you are already near me. But you are neither in me nor inside me at all!!!! As far as you are near you, How close you are to me and how far you are from me!!!!

I am very sorry to inform you that your hopes have been disappointed ... for I am no longer me ... I came too late my dear...too late Do you know that by this you have become like someone who is asking for warmth after the end of winter!!! And as someone who seeks life after death!!! ... you have to know, my lord, that the return has passed and the cord of friendliness has been cut off.

But may I now send you a short message that I am sure you will receive letter by letter and word by word: (Dear man, I have not affected me Everything that happened and I was not affected by the accident ... but I was the one who influenced the accident, but rather everything that happened) May you remain the impossible man in my life and the unfinished love, and may my alphabet continue to bleed its ignition away from the joys of the bleak heart.