The Billionaire’s Mistress

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Now I fixed the puzzle why Levi hasn't been around at the office so I have to watch my back here but why is he doing this to me, I can't remeber doing anything wrong to him all I ever did was to love him while we were still teenagers and he destroyed my dreams without even knowing when he got me pregnant and turned his back on me when I was falsefully accused of a crime I never committed. I had to face the shame all alone and now he treats me like we never had anything, i could remember alla thoseyears we spent together when he promised me the world and forever never knew things were ever going to turn out this way.I picked up my phone to call my mother I needed to know how she was doing. Hi ma, how're you today?'' she asked her mum '' Selena I'm fine. I am meant to be asking you how you are and your new job'' her mum questioned. '' Ma, the new job is fine I'm grateful and glad I'll be supporting you now'' she said to her mother. I'm Thankful for that Selena'' her mother said with a happy voice. Where is Vivan Mum?'' she asked her mum. Oh she's taking a nap I just put her in bed you know shes growing too fast and she'll begin to ask about her father soon Selena'' her mum said to her. About that mum, I work for him'' she told her mum. You work for Cian, that's really surprising and how are you keeping up?'' It's hard ma he treats me badly like he never knew me like we never had a thing together and about Vivan I can't let him know, though he found out I had a child four years ago but he is not aware it's his and I will like to keep it that way'' she replied her mum. Oh Selena, how did he get to know that so fast?'' her motherasked her. He got someone to investigate me and he found out, so now he is treatng me if I want to keep my job I shouldn't disobey him or try anything stupid he doesn't just trust me and getwhy it's because of the past''she told her mum. '' That's snicky of him'' mum replied me. Mum he knows about the farm land and the cotton factory, he said he was going to take everything too, but how did he get to know about this? I asked. '' I got some new workers and they look really strange, and the asked a lot of questions'' mum said. '' How many are they?'' I asked. '' just two, Marcus and steve and they've been of great help to me and the girls'' mum said. What do they look like'' I asked mum and she described the two men to me and I realised that one seemed familiar, Levi most definately Levi. I kept quiet to think how the puzzle was already coming together and how Cian thinks he is smart not knowing I'm a step ahead of him and I will be careful to watch ,u back since I now know how much he knows about my family and I. hey mum I've got to go will talk later when I close from work'' i said to her and hung up the call.Weeks past and I was getting used to my job and my Boss now and his arrogance and the ill way he treated me, I'm sure everyone have noticed the way he treats me so bad. I tried my best to ignore him and concentrate on my word so we don't get into each others skin but I stillcoudn't resisit his charming looks and musculine body I literally spent someof my spare time starring at him from my desk. lately Ciam amd I have been spending a lotof time together in the office explaining thingd to each other and got a time we laughed at ourselves over silly mistakes we made either in a document or proposals. Somedays I could feel him starrimg at my ass so close he didn't want to take his eyes off, he began to reduce my work load and I noticed he became nice all of a sudden which she have scared me but I guess he was just getting comfortable with me. I couldn't help but fall for him once more again and I felt the same energy from him when he kept asking me out for a drink and also dinner but I kept declining his proposal for wks before I finally accepted to go out on a date with him.I kept wondering why Ciam Stonewell kept insisting on a date with me and when he kept pesisting from giving me a ride home Lily became worried something was going on between us. I finally accepted to have a drink with him on a weekend 'cause he said he wanted to talk, it was friday already we were working late in his office when he asked a question I knew he wanted to ask all this while. So who is the father of your child'' Cian ask me it took me time before I could reply him. I don't know and I don't want to talk about it Cian''? i said to him, we wer so comfotable with each other that I could now call him with his nam withouy adding sir. '' Selena what happened I want to know'' he raised his voice this time when he spoke. I got raped okay and i dont know who did it,it happened in the night when I went out to get some medications for my mum from the pharmarcy next to my street'' he replied him with tears in my eyes. '' So you do not know the bastard that did this to you and you couldn't investigate and get him locked up?'' he questioned me, only if he knew I was just making things up and didn't want to talk much about it. '' I never had the money to hired and investigator and not that I could remember his face 'cause I never really saw it'' I answered him. '' I'm really sorry I wasn't there to help out and....'' he stopped talking. '' Now you're apologising for not being around, Cian you turned your back on me without even asking me if I did it or not and you couldn't even look back you hurt so badly and now you're sorry'' I said looking straight into his eyes with anger. I needed to get it out of me to tell him how I felt when he left me. Selena I'm sorry I couldn't stay to see you hurt and face my whole family that's why I had to drop the charges against you and I couldn't fight for you I was going to lose standing alone against my whole family'' he said to me, and he took two steps closer to me and looked at my eyes. I knew his hands were aching to touch my cheeks and draw me closer to him, I remember how he hated to see me sad or crying. '' You know I was so dumb to believe back then it was us against the world, you know if you were they one to be in my shoes four years ago I would have fougt for you not caring if my parents or family decides to hate me for it 'cause I loved you Cian with every inch of my innocent heart then but you threw it away at my face'' I said to him as I began to cry. Before I knew what was happening he had alrady pilled me closer to him and made me rest my head on his chest as I looked up to him then heheld my face. I really cared that's why I had to walk awy and I'm so sorry I hurt you just know I was also hurt, Selena I loved you so much that I didn't want my family to hate you fro that and I knew you were innocent all along'' he said that looking straight now at me as he held my face with both of his palms.Why didn't you come back to even say it to my face that you were giving up on us'' I said that and broke free from him. I walk across his office to sit down on the couch so I could calm myself down 'cause lots of emotions were already building up and i had to wipe my tears away though I never wanted him to see me this vulnurable but he just did and I'm so no happy about that. He walked closer to me and the made a statement and I could recall him saying that to me always when we were both foolish in love. You know you actually look cute when you cry and when you're angry, but I still hate to hear or see you cry Selen it hurts to see you this way when I know I'm the 'cause'' h said to me. I could remeber when he always called me selen instead of Selena but right now I knew he was just trying to get to me once again and I don't know if I can actually resist his words and his touch as he came to sit next to me and he touch me on my hands. Can we just forget our past we were kids then now we're adults, I guess we met again 'cause it's fate that brought us together and I promise this time Selen I will fight for you because I still love you'' he said to me and I didn't want to believe him at this point. You can't possibly love me Cian 'casue you've ,oved on and I now have a child'' before I coud say anything he leaned to kiss me and God know I tried to resist him but I couldn't I missed those lips and I couldn't even remember the last time I got this intimate with any man.