Battle Of Survival

Episode 9

Irish's Point Of View

I just could not believe that things are going this way with me, I mean I did not even think this in my wildest dream that I will need to handle all this, and I also do not know what the hell I did to deserve this, my parents are being my enemy, I am feeling like I am not their kid anymore and I am some kind of treasure for them, they just want to save themselves but want to destroy my life, that is so f*****g hard to believe for me, 

I still do not know how the hell I should react, my mom just said that she wants me to get married to that bastard today, is she insane or what, can not she see my condition, can not she see that I f*****g do not want this, how can I destroy myself like that, I just know that AI does not have any future with that monster, he will kill me like that, the way he was touching me the last day was making me feel like puke and now my own  parents want me to marry that bastard, that is not f*****g possible, I will die like that, 

"I am so sorry Irish but you just have to marry him today, he is saving your dad and his company and he does not even want anything in return, please Irish, just do this for your dad only, you said you love your dad so much, right, then why you are behaving like this", my mom asked me and I just looked at her with wide shocking eyes of mine, how she could be so selfish like this, she is only thinking about herself and dad, what about me, what the hell I will do there, and how the hell I will survive there, 

"Mom, can you please stop being so selfish, why the hell you are doing this to me, what the hell I did wrong to deserve this", I asked her and she just looked at me with sad eyes but her sadness can not bring me anything,

"Please mom, please just do not force me, I can not marry him, please just let me live peacefully, I am ready to do everything you say to me, but please do not do this to me", I said to mom one last time if she is willing to hear me but I just know that it is all is waste of time as she is already thinking to send me with him,

"I am so sorry Irish, you just know that I can not do anything for you, you just know that your dad and I are so helpless at this time and in our bad time if we are excepting from you to help us then what the hell we are doing wrong, huh", mom asked me and I looked at her with teary eyes, why the hell she is not thinking about me, is she does not know what will happen with me after this wedding, that monster will eat me alive like that,

"Mom, I can even die for you and dad but I can not marry him, please mom, if you want I will try to help you but please just save me from this marriage", I begged her again but she looked at me with helpless eyes and I just got it that she is not gonna help me no matter what, I am just gonna die like this, no one is gonna help me,

"That will not help us Irish, if you will die like this will not help us, you just have to marry him and we all would be so happy, he will treat you like a princess, he has a lot of money and he will buy you everything you want", said mom to me and I just looked at her with angry eyes, does she thinks that I love money more than anything then she is wrong, I f*****g do not want any money, I just want my this life, I just want some peace and happiness, I can not be into a cage, for god sake I want to go away from here, coz there is no way that I can survive like this, I will die like this,

"Mom, do you have any idea what you are saying, you are going insane with each passing moment, you really think that money could buy everything, I f*****g want my freedom and I do not want to get marry to that asshole, I just do not even want to stay with you, you guys are insane, just let me go from here and live my life peacefully", I said and I just made my way to run out of the room but my mom just held my hand,

"If you will run away like this then you will see our dead bodies the next day, coz we will have nothing to lose after that", said my mom and her words just froze my legs, I just can not believe what she is saying this to me, she is blackmailing me like this, how could she do that to me, tears were continoes rolling down to my cheeks, where the hell my destiny is taking me, there is no way that I can survive this way, Amy legs just started giving up on my weight and I just fell on the floor and tears were rolling down to my cheeks and I just gulped hard, my mom just helped me to get up from the floor and I just stop moving my body, I did not move an inch, my mom just chnaged my clothes and made me wear a preety red dress, and it was my favourite dress, my dad gifted me this dress and this was so lucky for me but today this dress is gonna make me the moss unlucky girl of this world,

"You will never find a daughter like me in this life", I said to my mom slowly as I just do not know what should I say and how should I react, my life is getting finish,

"I really wish that I could get always like you Irish", said my mom and kissed my head, I just pushed her away and keep some distance from her and she looked at me with narrow eyes, and I just turned my eyes away from her, I am feeling so disgusted now, I can not take a breath in the same air anymore now,

"Let us go Irish", said my mom and held my hand but I just jerked my hand away from her,

"Stay away from me now, your touch just disgusting me, I am no longer belong to you", I said to her and moved from the room, I just know that my words her hurting her but she have no idea what she is doing with me, I am just dying with each passing moment,