Battle Of Survival

Episode 10

Irish's Point Of View,

I just do not know why my breath was not stoping, why the hell I am still alive, I want to die right now, how the hell I will live in that hell, why my eyes are still open to witness my ending like this, my dreams and my life is ending like this and I am not able to do anything, why the hell I am so helpless, why the hell I have no strength to run away from here, why the hell I am listening to mom and dad while they are just ruining my whole life like this, I am f****d up, I was so happy in the morning and now in the evening my tears are not stopping, why the hell destiny is playing such a cruel game with me, please god just save me and do something, I was wearing my favourite red dress but after this evening I will hate this dress so much, it was even hard for me to take steps while I just know that I am on my way to destroy myself,

I saw a priest was standing in the hall along with a monster, there was an evil smile on his face and the moment he looked at me I saw lust in his eyes, the way he was looking at me, I was feeling like I should dig a grave for myself and hide in that, lust was clearly visible in his eyes for me and there is no way that I am gonna be a victim of that lust, my dad was also standing beside him but dad does not know I was standing there,

"Do not worry Smith, the moment my wedding will be over with your daughter all the money will be transfer to your account", I heard that monster said to my dad and a big smile came on my dad's face, I just know that he needs money at this time but what he is doing with me is so unfair and I am never gonna forgive him for this, I just hate him with my heart to him and mom, they are the most selfish people in this world, no father sell their daughter to save their company like this, my life is getting over and I am standing here and looking at this, can not do anything,

"Thank you so much boss", said my dad with joining hands and that monster just held my dad hands with so much respect,

"You do not need to say that Smith, you have no idea what you are giving me, you are giving me a treasure and this money is nothing in front of that", said my dad's boss and looked at me while licking his lips and actions were making me feel like puke, he was so f*****g disgusting and I am hating him so much, tears started rolling down to my cheeks again and it was so hard for me to control them, I want to talk to Bella and tell her what is happening with me, I am just hoping for a miracle and I just want god to save me, please god just save me from this evil monster,

I was still standing at my place and holding my dress so tight, my hands were fisting and I was so f*****g angry, the way he was looking at me, I just want to hide myself from him, I want to save myself from him, but there is no way that I can save myself, my own parents are sending me with him, what the hell I will do after that, there would be no escape for me, and I just think that I will die like that, I felt someone's presence behind me and I just know who it was, my mom just put her hands on my shoulder and I just turned my head to look at her,

"What the hell do you want from me now", I just asked her in a rude tone and I saw that she was so hurt by these words of mine, but now I just do not care as they do not care about what they are doing to me then why should I feel bad, they want money and wants to save their company by selling me, then I will try my best to survive this, I am not gonna give up like that,

"Let us go, we are getting late, it is the best time, the priest said to us", said my mom but I just looked at her with angry eyes, how the hell she could say this while she knows how this wedding is happening,

"This is not a happy wedding mom, I am not f*****g happy, so just stop all this what are you saying", I said to my mom and she just came close to me and pulled me towards her,

"Irish, I just know that you are not happy, we are also not happy, but just try to understand honey, we are not having any option honey, we will die like that", said mom and caressed my hair and I just pushed her again away from me,

"Stop f*****g pretending that you care about me, for saving you and dad you want me to die just like that huh", I said to my mom but she shook her head and her eyes were also getting teary but I did not care anymore, I just did not care, these tears are also fake like her concern is, she does not even care if I die or not she just wants money and that it is,

"And one more thing, keep that thing in your mind after that, after this wedding you better consider that your one and only daughter died", I said to my mom and she just put her hands on her mouth,

"Irish, what are you saying", said my mom but I just did not hear her and made my way to my dad and the moment my dad looked at me tears build up in his eyes to look at me like that, he was coming towards me and he was about to care my hair but I just took a step back, I still love my dad so much but he is also doing nothing save me, he loves his company more than his daughter, he wants to save his company by selling his daughter what else I could even think, they do not f*****g love me and I just have to accept that,

"Do not you dare to touch me dad, oops, uncle", I said and my dad just looked at me with wide eyes, I just know that maybe my words are piercing his heart but he has no idea what did to me and how they killed my soul so brutally, they have no idea how I am feeling, I f*****g want to die but I am not even having that option too,

"Let us finish this wedding soon as we are getting late already", the priest said before my dad could say anything, I did not say anything but made my way to the priest, tears were still rolling down to my cheeks and I was crying hard in my mind and my heart, I am still hoping for some miracle, I am just wishing that Bella could come and save me or maybe the Nile, but I just know that I am not that lucky, things will never go the way I want and the poor Nile have no idea what is happening with me, he probabaly would be wiating for me to answer but now I am not in the position to say anything or do anything, Priest was looking at me with pity eyes as I was asking help from him with my pleading eyes but I just know that he is also helpless just like me, I just know that he can not do anything for me and even if he tries to do this monster will kill him, and there is no way that I am gonna risk his life for my selfish reason,

My legs were shivering so hard but at the same time my feet were frozen to the floor, I was feeling like I am so weak and there is no way that I can move to my end, my eyes are now aching due to crying so much, I did not even remember that when did I cry last time but today I already cried so much that it should be enough for my whole life,

"Come, this way, little girl", the priest said to me but I did not even look at him, just then I realized that a strong arm pulled me hard towards the priest and made me stand in front of him,

"I am a busy man and I do not have time for your nonsense and tantrums", said that monster to me and I looked at him with my teary eyes and he was already looking at me with angry eyes, his anger was scaring me so much but I just do not know what should I do now, I can not go with him, I want to save my life, I can not die like this, please someone save me from all this,

"Please let me just go, I do not want to go with you, please just let me go", I said to him, I was literally begging him, but he was so heartless and he was looking at me with evil eyes and I just looked down,

"Are you mad or something, do have any idea that how much I paid for you, I am saving your dad's f*****g company and you want me to leave you, seems like you donated your mind, right", he said to me and laughed at me, and I was just looking don and tears were rolling down to my cheeks, I just know that things will go worst and there is no one who gonna help me, I will die like this, my dad is looking down as he is not even saying anything and my mom will never help me, he just wants me to push to that monster,

"Just start the wedding", said that monster and held my hand, the priest started chanting some mantras and he was holding my hands so tightly, I was just standing there and gulping hard, I want to die right here but still can not do that, it is getting hard for me to breath here, it is so f*****g so suffocating, nothing is gonna happen good for me now as I am gonna die anytime soon, the priest was chanting mantras and he asked me if I want to do this wedding or not but due to fear and pressure no words came out from mouth and he made me wear that ring forcefully, I just tried hard to resist but my anger and force did not help me,

"Please dad save me, save me please, I will die like that dad, please do not send me with him, please just save me", I begged my dad and he was looking at me with teary eyes, it was visible that he was so hurt but helpless at the same time,

"You just go and wait in your room", my mom just send my dad into his room, seems like my mom was afraid that he will stop me and call off this wedding, how the hell my mom could do that to me, why the hell she is behaving like a cruel mom, she does not want me to see happy,

"Can not we do anything to save her", my dad whispered in my mom's ear but I just heard him, I just know that my dad still loves me so much, but seems like my mom does not like me anymore, seems like money is more important for her now, seems like I was never her daughter, seems like my life will end just like this, my mom just send my dad into his room forcefully and then looked at me but I just turned my face away from her,

"Goodbye Mrs Smith, you will never see my face again in this life", I said to her and tears build up in her eyes but there is no way that believes those tears anymore, her fake concern,

"Irish, just listen to me at least once", she said to me but I did not turn my head, I just do not want to look at her face anymore,

"Irish died today, just do her funeral okay", I said to her and walked out of my house,