Battle Of Survival

Episode 11

Irish's Point Of View,

There are no words to describe how bad I am feeling right now, I am just feeling like I want to die right here, I am still not beliveing that my life is over now, I am f*****g married to a man who is my dad's age and now I just do not know how the hell I should react and how should I feel, I am feeling so numb and empty, I am feeling like I am gonna die anytime soon, my feelings and emotions died already and I am not feeling anything, I am blank and only thing is running into my mind and that is what the hell he is gonna do with me, by looking at his dark eyes I was feeling that he will rape me with his eyes then what he will do with me when I would be acually with him, he will kill me, there is no way that I am gonna survive like that, I just made my way towards the door and walked out from my house, it was not my house any more as I do not belong to here from now, no matter what will happen to me I am never gonna come here again,

"Irish, just listen to me at least, please Irish", my mom just called me and there is no way that I am gonna listen to her nonsense, she f*****g made me get married to him and now she wants me to hear her stupid emotional story so that she could manipulate me, I am not gonna do that,

"Irish died today, so just do her funeral now", I said to her and walked away from there, I did not even look at her back, I just know that my words just stabbed her heart coz there was a time when she used to love me so much but now as she does not love me anymore so now I consider myself an orphan who has no one in this cruel worlds and I also do not know how many days I am gonna survive with this monster, he was still looking at me with lustful eyes and smirking at me and I am feeling like I want to run away from here so that no one could find me, but I just know that I can not do that, I just know that no matter what my mom and dad are doing to me, I still can not loath them, I still f*****g love them so much that I am ready to bear hell for them,

"Your money is now into your account, go and save your company", I heard he said to my mom and my mom just smiled at him with so much happiness and I just turned away my gaze coz it was so painful for me to see this, they f*****g sold me for this money, are they happy now, how could they do that to me, how they f*****g could, I am feeling like someone stabbed my heart so brutally, and there is no hope now, no one is gonna save me now, I am finished as my life is also over now, I just walked away from there when my mom tried to call me,

"Irish, you can come here anytime you want, your room and this house just belongs to you", said my mom and I felt so f*****g disgusted after hearing her words, how the hell she could think that I will ever come back at this house after what the hell she did to me,

"I told you, Mrs Smith, Irish died today and now I am just an orphan, nothing else, so I just wish that both of you could be happy without me with all your money have, I just wish that God will give you a perfect punishment for what you did to me, you both will yearn to see my face, I f*****g curse you", I said with so much energy as tears were rolling down to my cheeks and I was not in the condition to open my eyes as it was getting so blurry for me,

"Irish, please do not say this, I am just sorry but you just know that we did not have any other option", said my mom and she was pretending that she was crying but I just do not care about her fake tears, after selling me she wants to show me that she cares about me so much, I f*****g hate her so much and I will never come back here and now they will never see my face, they will cry for me someday but I will make them yearn to even see my face, I f*****g hate them so much, I did not say anything to my mom and just sat in the car coz I just know that this man will never let me go and if I tried to run away from here, he will not even think before killing me,

"Please Irish, just listen to me one last time Irish, I am still your mom and I still care about you so much, I will always love you so much", she said to me and after hearing her words I just felt that I want to puke, how the hell she could lie to me like this, I just do not believe on anything she says and I just hate her so much, I looked up and saw my dad was standing at the window but when I saw him, he just tried to hide but I just know that he was still looking at me and I just saw tears in his eyes but that tears also does not matter to me anymore as I just know that he is also involved with what happened with me, and I will never forget that, I just sat in the car and closed the door but the window was still open and I was able to hear everything they were talking about,

"Please I just love my daughter so much, please just take care of her", I heard my mom said to him and I again heard his evil laugh,

"Oh please do not worry Katty, I will take good care of her, you do not need to worry about anything, she will stay there like a princess I promise", he said to my mom and shook with hands with her and she also did the same, I was still crying so hard and I was feeling like my heart will come out from my chest today, I just do not know how to control my emotions and my tears, I was breathing hard as it was so hard for me to handle,

"Thank you so much sir, please take care of her", said my mom again and he just nodded her head and walked towards the car, my heart just started beating so damn fast, I just know that he does not care about my crying and anything, he will not spare me, what the hell I will do when he will come to touch me, how I would be able to stop him, please god just do something and send someone to help me, there is no way that I can survive like that, he just opened the door of the car and looked at my crying face and I just gulped hard, he smiled at me so wild but there is no way that I smiled back at him,

"You are so pretty, I must say that I am so lucky to have such an amazing prize", he said to me as he wiped my tears and then licked his thumb so seductively and I just turned my head away from him which may be angered him and he forcefully made me look at him,

"Do not f*****g touch me", I said to her with greeting teeth but he held my jaw with so much rage and I cried in pain,

"How you f*****g dare to yell at me like that, I will cut your f*****g tongue if you try to yell at me again", he said to me in a warning tone as he was holding my jaw so tightly and I was just crying in pain,

"Just leave me, you are f*****g hurting me so much", I said with so much difficulty but he was looking at me with red angry eyes and I was just trying to gulp hard coz he was not leaving my jaw and it was hurting so much,

"I f*****g married to you and now you belong to me so you better do everything I say or else I am not gonna spare you and you are gonna regret it so much", he said to me and left my jaw with so much force and more tears started rolling down to my cheeks and now I was crying hard as I could not stop crying at this time, it was the very first time when someone was treating me like this, I was crying like someone died today and it was true, the old Irish died today and tears were so important for her coz she was so nice and destiny always make cry nice people,

"Aww, I am just so sorry and it was our weddin day, I did not mean to make you cry but you forced me to force you, why you were showing your stupid attitude to me, now see what I did to you, I made you cry and trust me I did not mean to make you cry", he said to me and pulled me closed to him and wiped my tears with his thumb, his touch was making me feel like puke and my stomach was feeling that thing and it is badly want to puke on his f*****g face, his words were making me angry than before and there is no way that I can do somthing, I badly want to run away from him but not having any option, why the hell you are doing this to me god, why, just tell me what the hell I did wrong to desrve this, I was still crying hard as he just pulled me to him and made me sit on his lap, I just felt that I am some kind of slut or something, I just try to wriggle but he was holding me so tight and he was not leaving me,

"Dare if you try to wriggle", he said and held my waist so tightly, I was crying hard as tears were falling on his hands but he was ignoring them and he was trying to kiss me but I just turn my head into another direction, I was gulping hard as he was behaving like a wild animal and I was feeling like he will eat me alive like this,

"Please do not do this to me, just f*****g leave me please, I want to go from here", I said to her in a low tone as I was just praying that he will hear me at least once, but it was hard for me to get false hope, there is no way that he gonna leave me like this, he will destroy me for sure, he just looked at me and laughed evilly,

"Why the hell you are so stupid, how can you think that I will leave you, you have no idea what you are doing to me, your beauty is just making me insane and I am feeling like I want to have you right in this car but it would be a little uncomfortable for me so I am jsut waiting until we reach at your new home so that I can take you on my king size bed", he said to me and I just gulped hard, he was roaming his fingers on my whole body and his touch was giving some kind of shivering to my body but I was still f*****g hating this touch, I just do not want to feel this, I just know that he is gonna hurt me sooner or later but he will do, I just know that, after crying that much, my eyes were still getting teary again and again and I was just gulping my saliva, just praying to the god to spare me if I made any mistake but I just do not want to feel hios torture, there is no way that I will be able to handle this pressure, he was trying to pull my dress down and I was just trying to wriggle as he was holding me so tight, my dress was not that tight and I just thought that it will come down anytime soon and he is gonna rape me in this running car but,

"Boss, we reached", said the driver and he just looked at me and smirked at me hard,