Battle Of Survival

Episode 14

Irish's Point of View,

I am feeling so suffocated here every passing moment, why the hell I am not able to handle this, I just do not know that things will ever go in this way, I am just feeling that my breath could stop anytime soon and I will die just like this, I will not even get a chance to be with the Nile and nor did I could tell him how much I like him, I wanted to tell him that how much I used to adore him while I used to see him in the class when he used to look into another direction, I want to tell him that he was the first love of my life but now my life would be just over as he is gonna kill me like this, the girl staff was dragging me upstairs as I was not having any strenght to go there, I was feeling that my legs were giving up on my body and I was just feeling that I will fell from here anytime soon, that girl was so young as he was looking la ike twenty-five year old, he was holding my hand so tightly and I just could feel that he was looking at me with pity eyes,

"Please do not do this to me, please just help me", I said to her but she was just looking at me with sad eyes,

"Please do not be like that madam, you will feel like that, try to walk", she said to me but I just shook my head forcefully, I just know that they all work for him and they will not help me but I was just trying to get that help coz I was just getting a small hope that they will help me if they will see me in this condition,

"I am really sorry madam, I am just feeling so sorry for you but I can not help, even no can help you in this mansion, you just have to bear it", she said to me and I was just looking at her with tearful eyes,

"And even if I help you today he will kill me and also he will find you and he will kill you too, then please madam do not try to pull any stunt, just do everything he says for the sake of us and for yourself too", she said to me and we just reached in a big room, and she left my hand then,

"You guys can leave from here, I am here to help her, I will call you if I will need anything", that girl said to other girls, they all were looking at me with sad eyes and I was feeling like they all wants to help me but they all are so helpless just like I am,

"Okay Shimmy", they said to her and left the room after closing the door, I was just looking at them with tearful eyes, I just can not even think what will happen to me, how I will survive all this alone, I am missing my dad and mom so much but there is no way that I am gonna try to reach them as they do not deserve my love and care now,

"Shimmy, what a lovely name you have, can not you do something to help me", I asked her and she again forced a smile on me,

"I just know that you got forced and you just do not want to be here and trust me I also want to help you, I am also feeling so bad to see you like this, but just trust me, you will regret it so much if I help you, we both will die, he will kill us and I have a family to feed, he gives me money and I just can not die like this, I just know that I am being so selfish but trust me if I did not have a family to feed, I would have ready to even die for you easily", she said to me and I could see that she was genuinely worried for me and she was really feeling so bad, so I just become quiet as I just do not know what should I say now, she is right, just coz of my selfish reason I can not let her life in danger,

"I am sorry, you are right and I can not let you die coz of me", I said to her and she again forced a smile on me, I was crying hard as tears were not stopping, they were continuously rolling down to my cheeks and I was gulping hard,

"Hey, you are so pretty and tears are not suiting you so please do not cry like this, I just know that it is not easy for you to bear all this, but you just have to be strong enough to handle this", she said to me and I just looked at her, I am glad that I have someone here who is talking to me or else I just thought that I will die just like this, no one would talk to me and I will yearn to even talk to anyone,

"You have no idea how bad I am feeling, I just love someone so much and I want to be with him, I did not even get time to tell him that how much I love him", I said to her and more tears build up in my eyes and she was so sweet, Shimmy, she just came close to me and wiped my tears with her hands, I must say that she was so pretty and I just think that she should be a model coz she was perfect for that, she was prettier than any model, I am just wondering that why she did not try this,

"Hey, I can understand how you are feeling okay, I can understand when you love someone how important he becomes for us and not getting someone you love the most kills us from inside and breaks our soul", she said to me as she was looking straight into my eyes and I could see how hurt she was, I just felt so bad for her coz I was feeling that she somehow felt this kind of pain before, that is why her eyes are looking so hurt as she was hiding some kind of ocean of pain inside her pretty eyes,

"Now let us just go, I need to take you a bath", she said to me as she wiped her eyes and I just looked at her, she quickly changed her emotions, I just know that she was just trying to be strong in front of me but I just know that sometimes people become weak when they meet their types of people and then it becomes so hard for them to hide their emotions coz they could read them so easily,

"If you do not mind can I take the bath alone, I am just not comfortable here, so please, I just promise that I will do it fast", I said to her and she just looked at me and I made a pleading face and then she forced a smile and nodded her head and without thinking anything I just pulled her into a hug and she also wrapped her arms around me,

"Do not talk to me much in front of the boss or else he will kill me for making you my friend", she said to me and I just nodded my head politely, I just know she is being so kind to me and I can not push her into danger coz of me,

"Okay, thank you so much Shimmy", I said to her and she just rubbed my back,

"Now just go and take a bath, I will keep your dress ready", she said to me and send me into the bathroom, I just did not want to go, I just know that if I will go out he would be waiting for me and I just prayed to God to save me but seems like god is having different plans for me, I just removed my dress and put her into the dustbin, I just do not want to keep that dress anymore, I used to love this dress so much coz it was my dad's gift but now I do not want to even look at this coz this dress reminds me what my dad and mom did to me and I do not want to remember them now, I took a long hot bath and wore the bathrobe and walked out of the bathroom and I saw she was waiting for me there and then she looked at me and smiled,

"You took so long", she said to me and I just forced a smile on her, this bathroom and whole was just so beautiful, it was so hard for me to take off my eyes from this house it was so f*****g pretty and if I would have got married to Nile instead of this man I would be crazy for sure, but this is only my dream and there is no Nile for me, I just have to bear with this man and gonna die with him or maybe before him coz there is no way that I able to be happy with him,

"Just wear this dress", she gave me a dress which was so pretty and I just wore that dress without even saying anything and I wear it, this dress was so pretty and I would love to go with the Nile in this dress but this only would be a dream for me, I was getting ready while the door of the room got open widely and that monster walked into the room and when he saw me a big monster smile came on his face, and he walked to me with that evil smile on his face,